seasons waiting

2006-08-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

油条 and 唛档络

Fine ! My grasp of the chinese is not that great and I've not been writing much since I've pretty been busy doing nothing and it takes up a lot of my time...
For the past 2 months been looking for job and as well had a short trip to redang island. The trip to redang island took quite a while due to the long coach ride but it was well worth it , I love the place or rather the place I stayed because it simply had nothing.. very simple resort , my room was like ten steps to the beach and every morning I had the waves greeting me when I woke up . The water was blue and SIBEI saltier than those of sentosa , fishy in the water are friendlier too ... they'll come to you thinking you'll have some food in ya hands , smaller fishy still ok... the bigger ones not very 自动 teeth so big still wanna bite... , they dunoe I can feel pain one , saw a freaking big moral eel ah.. LONGER and THICKER than me !! I meant my whole body by the way.... and also 2 freaking big grouper ... 1 bite from them I think my head gone.... OH the baby sharks were also very friendlier , they swam near the beach around visitor's leg... but all this took place at another area . Anyway my friend told the owner I like the place alot and he even offered a job to me over there... 3000 rm ( no cpf , eat , sleep , play , shit all at the small resort ) the job ? He wants to train me to be a master diver..( think he mentioned I'm a natural diver ) so I can train the visitors and also to take them around diving spots... I think its quite good deal considering my liking for that place... but my guts as usual always at home so din take it up.... Hmmmmm that place the food was good as well...given the price I paid.. HELL IT WAS GREAT!!!.... breakfast , lunch and dinner steady ....

Conclusion It was a great trip n considering going back again... if the opportunity arises !!! I see you someday TIM...

anyway well after the trip.. I've been searching for bank jobs and well luck was sorta on my side... and well be working as a personal finance consultant with a bank after 2 months of training ...assuming I pass the exams coming... my way.... hate the cmfas thingy...........%

2006-06-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

Over and beginning......

Its finally over.... finished my Uni. Its been a fast 3 years just like a blink of and eye time just pass by . Now i'm officially unemployed.. going on a trip somewhere. Life's been good so far. hope it'll get better , pretty nothing much to blog now... and not living life to the fullest...

pretty stagnant so far... need a direction.. need a directory

2006-03-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

Facing whatever head on , think its call predicament

Recently been thinking about the inevitable future to come , its easier to have it as a thought and not actually happening . Its always easy to tell others that you've gotta out your heart , mind and soul into it and everything will be smooth but reality proves to be otherwise. Every other time when meeting up with people the feeling of lacking creeps in .... slowly but surely , it makes me feeling some what useless . Generally this feeling goes away bit by bit but it keeps coming back again coupled by the fact that more successful people I would meet in future , I dont think I'm ready yet ... oh well procrastinating here and there ...

Seems like I've got no talent in the confident side or maybe I'm just really lacking in capabilities . Hope someday I can hold my head high... and people will look up and say " That's a role model "

IF only I got 5 figure....

Hope the future be good .... yours too .

2006-02-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

I CANT THINK OF A WORD BETTER THAN STRESS
THAT IS ALL I CAN FEEL
ITS NOT OVER UNTIL THE RIDE IS OVER.

I CAN SUMMARISE IT BUT ITS NOT SO OBVIOUS.
IT HAS REALLY BECOME A REALITY

2006-01-20T03:53:00.000+08:00

Paper weight ---- sharp stones ---- giant steps ---- Directionless

In the middle of the night ahhhh aiya......
Just sitting by the side...
Careless bout the rights...
Empty all around.....
Feeling alrite........
CRAZY in the moment..

Snoring all around ..
Silence inside out.....
Ideas running dry....
4 + in the dawn...
Hearing my nonsense...
Laughing at myself....

Dragging the toes to the bed post . Cut the sole from inside .
limited vocab... HA HA ha ha h a h a h a......----
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So useless.......

watever...

empty palm.... lockless lips..... gravel path.....

take a step back... all nonsense .... all whinnings .

joo-ke

2005-12-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Friggin headache , sweet tooth fry ...... yeah fry as in fly .
some curry pok .

AS corny as it seems the name king kong , having a big gorilla running amok in the
busy new york.. with his arse showing ard it really wasnt a bad remake by peter jackson at all. I think the effects was really nice with a bit of planet of the apes ( which in this case is one gigantic one ) , jurassic park , giant bats and lots and lots of insects all rolled into one ! Given that i've watch the old version of king kong... i guess this show is rather good giving it a 4/5 stars and the main reason is ... ITS A FREAKING 3HR SHOW !!! chinese saying " wu chao suo zi" meaning
worth every penny !

Anyway was discussing with my friend about why english movie is doing better than asian ones .

Friend : english movies got dwarfs and dragans leh ! chinse only got non , only
those ABCs slang here n there ....

me : Chinese got wat ! got jackie chan ( chen long , LONG = DRAGON in chinese )
This old dragon been ard so long liao , dwarfs we all lor ! we asians so short
compare to ANG MOHS...... all mahchiam dwarfs... dwarfs , hobbits ...same lah
further more some asian are really short ! I'M NOT TOLKING ABT THOSE BORN WITH
DWARFISM ( got such words ? ) or physical defects one .. I know I'm a bit crude
but its the fact .

Friend : Ang mohs got big boobies asian all medium size ...

me : WAH raoz ASIAN ALSO not weak one ok ! got many with big big bup one lah
like their mom everytime got 7-11 drink big cup.. so the child also big cup
look at those jap A rtistic V ideo ... the ladies inside also AH ZUT AH ZUT
ok !! SEE liao I got feeling ....

friend : ......................

the conversation did ended somewhat later but the main thing is I dun think chinese films is any lousier than english ones..... just that english ones have more feel to it .. hmmm cant put my finger down on that but than again.... whose really spending money on movies these days... and WE all know the reason why , buggers .

HERE'S top ten list ! + 3 extra .

1. masochristmas - Returning for a family gathering at Christmas, even though you know it'll be tedious, painful ,and boring.
e.g., Whenever I go back home to Alaska, I can always expect another masochristmas.

2. c 'n' e goer - Person who attends church only for Christmas and Easter and usually only to please her parents.
e.g., Thomcat is not that religious. He's just a C 'n' E goer.

3. cashew - A person who is, by blood, half-Catholic and half-Jewish.
e.g., She's a Cashew, so she gets to celebrate Christmas and Chanukah.

4. christeaster - A particular religious denomination that only has church Christmas and Easter.
e.g., Bsoholic's annual attendance at midnight mass was in keeping with his Christeaster faith.

5. claustraphobia - An intense fear of Santa.
e.g., Christmas was a hard time for little Lime because of her claustraphobia.

6. giftrape - To get screwed by a gift. More specifically, to recieve a gift in high hopes only to find that it is something to make you look like a fool.
e.g., My Grandma made me a sweater for Christmas, and I was forced to wear it to keep her from being sad. I was totally giftraped.

7. griswoldian - A house that is overly decorated with Christmas lights, etc.
e.g., There have been several car accidents in my front yard of my griswoldian house.

8. mall burn - Scars you receive while fighting the crowds when shopping.
e.g., Barefoot should wear shoes while shopping this season, or she will get some serious mall burn.

9. newbie influx - A net occurrence which happens after Christmas--when people have recieved their new computer, complete with ISP CD). Most noticeable in chat rooms were they often crash and burn.
e.g., Beware of confused and desperate IMs, newbie influx in effect.

10. parkma - Parking karma--the ability to find a parking space in the busiest parking lot or city street.
e.g., Snavylyn has got some serious parkma. Can you believe she found a parking spot right in front of the store during the Christmas holidays?

11. reinbeer - The name of the official bubbly brew left by kids to quench the thirst of Santa's sleigh-pullers leaving them slightly pie-eyed or potty resulting in impromptu shenanigans, not to mention oodles of telltale yellow patches in the snow.
e.g., As usual, "Donner" and "Blitzen" were complaining about the decline in the value of their stockholdings at the BubblyBewery this year, "Dancer" and "Prancer" were discussing the merits of a new pay-raise package being proposed by the Old World Christmas Creatures Union, "Dasher" was knee-deep in a ridiculous debate with a clueless Canadian politician over the impact of global warming on the vital moss and lichen habitat in the Arctic, "Comet" and "Cupid" were fulfilling their community service obligations by delivering a safe-sex and reproductive health seminar to a group of environmentally-conscious zoo keepers, "Vixen" was clearly quite upset about the shoddy quality of bling-bling for sale at the biggest discount box store on earth and how this might prevent her from winning the coveted "Beautiful Beast" title this year, while last but not least, "Rudolph-the-Red-Nosed-Reindeer" was far too busy sampling the suds, (better known as reinbeer) to give two hoots about the very long night that lay ahead of them ... especially having to listen to a sybaritic fellow named "Santa," (all dressed up in a chartreuse satin suit with sequins and sparkles not to mention white fur trim accessories), and yodelling "Ho-Ho-Ho" wherever he goes.

12. reverse shopping - The art of returning goods to the shops from which you bought them, not so much because they're the wrong size, faulty, or otherwise unsuitable, but because you suffered an agonising attack of buyer's remorse.
e.g., The clerks in the mall always dread the day after Christmas, because that's was the day when everyone stormed in to do their reverse shopping.

13. unprise - Acting surprised, when, in actuality, you knew all along.
e.g., When I unwrapped the CD I got for Christmas, I was unprised.

ANY WAY .....I din know there was a hotmalay girl site !
here ya go ... SEE I'M NOT RACIST , COLORIST ,SEXIST WATEVERIST....

HOTMALAYGIRLS

2005-11-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

Spinning bottles , colour dreams and martini .Chocolate Galore and smash potatoes

The days have been well and kind ...... lasting memories wonder times .

Recently had a bbq at shanying's humble abode which really was not small..... given her size... I think going up to her room the trips up and down had helped maintain her figure heheheh .. A massive 3 story for as house and her room was like a littel princess room but some how I just felt like I was in paris hilton's room , very girly kind and very up there... where ? There lor . The bbq was very relaxed kinda like eating at OLD MARKET = Lau pa sat , when we (vincent , diana , myself ) were on the way to Shanying / shark's place we we contemplating who to cook cause bbq normally smelly n stinky... in this case it was totally different shark had her maids ,yes maidS (2) to peng kan for us..... hence we just sat around the table out in the porch ... kinda like alfresco dinning food was very satisfactory considering that its not like a usual bbq as the food presented was very neat n well a lot of trouble had gone in and must really thanks shanying's maid... not her lah... she lousy one.... also like us do nothing.... but still appreciate her . Well the highlight of that night would sure have to be shanying's " legendary you tiao " .
Why legendary ? not sure maybe cause its only available at her place ? hahha but it was really not bad n crispy sial !! HOW to make i shan't say..... its legend mah legend cannot only how say...... illegal made ? NOOOOO AIYO cannot say illegal........................ SINGAPORE CANNOT SAY ILLEGAL..... is different standard....... haiz...

After dinner we moved up to shark's paris hilton room.... slowly inspecting her room again ..... and chatting with her . Realise her room very comfy .. not for studying purpose...... one day go there have a sleep over session for entes .... but probably I'll be the only one not allowed to sleep in her room , reasons to be kept seceret . We discussed the probability of eating at her place again for steamboat again.... which will be on I think since its big for all of us... heheh but she wont let us do any helping which we did offered ok ! Alittle while later we decided that it was a tad late liao so with that we ended the nite n went our ways , had a sweet n wonderful sleep with all the food moving inside of me hehe .

Anyway I just came back from a card launch at EMBASSY ..the card ? " THE MONTY "
NOT too sure was it but its a ticket to indulgence thats how its being introduced . Well a friend invited me to go which I hesitated since I've seldom been to such events but after a while I guess its also good to go see see look look . The card is supposed to be some high end card for high end people , people like me are just not at any end so up there I was... upoon reaching embassy there were 3 lamborghini on display ... there were ladies waiting outside to register us in which we didnt have to. They're quite pretty I must say so we just smile smile N thru the door we went in... than I realise not everyone was wearing a tuxedo... oh its a BLACK TIE event .
So me wearing suit inside still ok I guess... . Looking around I realised that I maybe the youngest guy inside besides the waiter n waiteress ... who kept coming to us offering us tiny pastries which I like most was the white chocolate... yes there were wine .. The hostess where very polite and pretty too , upoon entering she asked us what drinks we wanted . Anyway during the course of the nite I realise that only the ang mohs / caucasian were more dressed up , black suit box tie..... the rest of most guys were in suit too n neatly attired but well when I saw the ang moh N compared with us ... I tot the ang mohs had gone for a ballroom party.... OK OK OK we the non ang mohs... dun really dress up that well but I guess in the end we all fit in.... whatever that means .

THINK I'll skip much of the things I WANTED to write..

The people there were older and well the ladies are wow weeeeeeeeee...... nose bleed.. oozing with sex appeal.... even the older ones... I was quiet the whole nite which my friend had commented that her friends said . But I was doing what I was doing see see look look... so short cut many many pretty girls and a few celebs .

who I saw : Gleen ong and angela may ( Mcee for nite )
Irene Ang , terence cao , gurmit singh , cynthia ko , Adam chen ,
jimmy-T , timothy-nga ,allan Wu , jamie yeo and some others I think .......... argh.... and models lor and many other people who are born with more aesthetics which people like me who are born with more assthetics will just see n say hmmmmmm wah.... not-ch badsss seh .....

so after we left the place we went to eat teochew porridge which i thinkg was really highlight of the the nite ... cos go CHEE HAM !!! wahhhhhhhhhh damn sui sial ... after that chat a while than came home.....

feeling tired now... from last nite booze of one mug and tonite's few drinks...

anythings which i left out is due to my tiredness and blurness and I just heard "tiak" sound... hope its not a flying cocoroach ..... any grammer mistakes which I always make.. just forgive me ..
ladies of sex appeal was the nite.... one of the host was really wah I like case .ehheehehehhehehhhe .

SCHOOL OF BLURISM HAS TAKEN OVER.
school of thoughts really took a step back ....

enjoys ya cheers n queers

top ten and a few more .

NEW - Different color from previous design.

ALL NEW - Parts are not interchangeable with previous design.

EXCLUSIVE - Imported product.

UNMATCHED - Almost as good as the competition.

FOOLPROOF OPERATION - No provision for adjustments.

ADVANCED DESIGN - The advertising agency doesn't understand it.

IT'S HERE AT LAST - Rush job. Nobody knew it was coming.

FIELD TESTED - Manufacturer lacks test equipment.

HIGH ACCURACY - Unit on which all parts fit.

FUTURISTIC - No other reason why it looks the way it does.

REDESIGNED - Previous flaws fixed - we hope.

DIRECT SALES ONLY - Factory had a big argument with distributor.

YEARS OF DEVELOPMENT - We finally got one to work.

BREAKTHROUGH - We finally figured out a use for it.

MAINTENANCE FREE - Impossible to fix.

MEETS ALL STANDARDS - Ours, not yours.

HIGH RELIABILITY - We made it work long enough to ship it.

2005-10-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

JOKE

Just watched that charity show... the segment with ocean and weilian

conclusion : one cannot see , one cannot be seen .....

think about it

2005-10-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

Here and After .

The here and after will be the present of yesterday .
That time will come after just now arrive .
This can be become 2 of 1 palm .
Than while she was here , he was there there but missed .
Sometimes the eyes are closed looking .

Just now i poured water over the toilet bow to find it empty again .
Before that there was full of nothing , after that it was empty .
Water had flush out of bow , into the bow .

I can be I can kiss away the pain and I will by you forever but you can take my breath away and I cant be your hero .

Finally you sail to find it no more than where you started than is it worth to start over to when you had non and nothing left to hide . Take me as I am .... or I can give up all I CAN .

The bed sheet wetted by the tears , the vapour, the shouts , the shouts , the sounds .

whatever you deem fit.... just in case u really think its not worth trying for.... but there is nothing I want more.... but I'll do everything for where .

2005-09-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

NOT SAY I WANT TO SAY ,BUT I HAVE TO SAY . BUT-cha WHY ???

Schools started attending new lessons , seeing new faces every now and than . The life of a student is good.. no worries except for grades !! This sem being the 3rd year so its kinda more stress.. I guess just continue as per normal will do ...

There wasnt any lessons on today so I just stayed at home staring at the four walls , wondering how good they look there wasnt any spiderweb or dirt on them . How I wish I could bring them out on a date ... weird huh ? So there was the rumbling of old vcds when I came across a 2002 korean movie called "Marrying the Mafia" remembering vaguely about the movie I took it out for a spin in my cd-rom and all memories of the movie came back... Its a nice lupe/love story story whicH I shan't say except that I bought the movie as I was capture by the look of the lead female when she was looking at a puppy , her name is KIM JUNG-Eun.....

A friend recently commented that I like simple looking girls... I think so too though I do overload them with other not so simple looking girls we see when we go jalan jalan... , people watching can be streneous man !!
On that same particular night we were headed for modestos near forum for our dinner however the place was full...anyway we were greeted by the manageress ( is there such a word ? ) We wanted to leave a number in case they had available seats but they didn't have such practice so too bad lor ( but I wanted to leave my number ) . The thing was the managress was Pretty !! Not the super babe kind but simple ... eye-liner , lip gloss and good complextion , she looks korean but definately not . Think I'm falling head over heels for korean females... DIAOZ hk hk hk ....
Though I may comment that wow this certain ang-moh char boh got good body nice face blah blah blah they also tend to be in hollywood , like we always see those jap babes in TV... but when I see jap in town I always scratch head eh why like that Tv jap girls different from reality jap girls. Think next time I must stretch my hands into Tv and say hi to them. YES TV AND REALITY IS DIFFERENT .... than I was lookng at fear factory just now , I realise that every other episode the female got nice body , face and smile leh...unless they got "zeng" themselves.. so if not whats real whats not ..... think it all boils down to the ultimate question -------

" is there a spoon or there is no spoon ?"

Anyway I was listening to radio just now and this Dj mentioned about this clip on the net about a certain old man actually a youngman in disguise pulling pranks in japan.... really quite cool though !!

click here=japan ah pek

OK HERE'S SOME PRETTY LASS IN KOREA .

kim jung-eun 1

kim jung-en2

hyolee no no she's not BoA

hyolee , I think girls will look nice in such tops

another hyolee

this is BoA

kim yunji from lost , I think shes good looking !

kim hee seon see her in jackie chan's THE MYTH

SHE'S the one again .....

did i mention i like short hair ?

OH i'm tired ... there's more in my mind but cant think of their names.. no no I'm not adding harisu in... cos it not real... anyway

top ten list + 3 extra
topic :The Procrastinator's Creed

1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.

2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.

3. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.

4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.

5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.

6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.

7. I shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitely small, is not exactly zero.

8. If at first I don't succeed, there is always next year.

9. I shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mind.

10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around to it.

11. I obey the law of inverse excuses which demands that the greater the task to be done, the more insignificant the work that must be done prior to beginning the greater task.

12. I know that the work cycle is not plan/start/finish, but is wait/plan/plan.

13. I will never put off until tomorrow, what I can forget about forever.

2005-09-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

100th repulsive entry

Things You Would Never Know Without Indian Movies
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1. A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating but will
wince when a woman tries to cleanse his wounds.

2. The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine(vice versa) unless they
first perform a dance number in the rain.

3. Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or in any other situation.

4. Two lovers can be dancing in the field and out of nowhere, 100 people
will appear from God-knows-where and join them in the dance.

5. In the final scene, the hero will discover that the bad guy who he is up
against is actually his brother and the maid who looked after him is his
mother and the chief inspector is his father and the Judge is his uncle and
so forth.

6. Key English words used in the movie (usually said out loud between
sentences) are No Problem!, My God!, Get Out!, Shut-up!, Impossible!,Please
forgive me!

7.They drop down on the ground and roll and roll while singing and come out
with different clothing.

8. They can run around the coconut trees, singing, batting eyelids, and
throwing glances at each other and changing clothes all at the same time
without being out of breath.

Things You Would Never Know Without Chinese Swordsman Movies
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1. Being the hero's parents will always be unlucky and will usually be
killed by enemies when the hero is young, and the hero will become an
orphan.

2. When a man is wounded and dying, he always manages to catch his breath
and speak a few sentences to reveal the killer before dropping his head and
be declared dead.

3. Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up trees and across
distances without any sweat. But when travelling to towns and villages,
they still have to walk or ride horses.

4. The heroes need not have to work for money, but will always have gold
and silver with them to pay for their food.

5. The heroes and villains will meet each other very often no matter how
big the country is and no matter where they are.

6. Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy as sitting down
cross-legged, palms on the knees and smoke coming out from the head.

7. They can keep a lot of stuff in their sleeves and waistband and never
drop them (carrying especially lots of those gold and silver ingots)

2005-09-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

THIS entry is not releveant n just let me do it once...

NI na bei c c b , wtf have i done wrong or wat have i not done .... why does it always almost doesnt turn out the way i want it to be... ALL the Fooking things I've forced myself to do not that i dun wanna do but why does it that when i've done as much as others , others can do far better !!! am i just blame dumb..... or maybe i should not be here at all.. yes i take EVERY things for granted n never realise what is happening around me.... yes i'm ignorant yes i'm despicable.... yes i did all the bad stuff... yes i get angry easily yes i would like to be not what i am .... yes i'm not satisfied why everyone got problems....because problems make us stronger ? ITs irrelevant.... disappointment comes with expectation.... yes i'm fucking weak so what balls to u lah , throw ya mother old shoe lah....
c b them lah why make us like that am i just sui.... m i not to have any success do i take it too hard... it not what i wanted but its also what i've got !!! kao bei kao bu si bei si bu kan ni nah bu..... |+_)(*&^%$#@!#@%#&^%$*^&%@$ go eat shit lah..... YES I'VE BECOME ANGSTY i've become not what i m.... i feel cheated i'm lost i'm desperate to have it !!! ( not sex ) i want success........ I hate to be the lowest life form...... I think i'm blind also....FIAK THE LAN CHIO EXAMINERS LAH !!! WHY DUN U ALL JUST DIE IN THE BLAST !!! WHY WHY WHY !!! I hate YOU !!!! NO I'M NOT SENSITIVE NO M NOT I PERFECT .................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why dun u all just go away..... i hate it...

vulgarities doesnt show intelligence someone said I agree BUT i cant help to say smt no it doesnt take away the disappointment cos i care i really care ...

sorry but i just hate it............. go n die disappointment i hate u ....
when will i see u success , confidence , satisfaction , comfort , vision ...... when will u all be my frens.....

2005-08-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

Spunky centipede and crounching dragon .

HEH... recently back from a chalet..... spooky stuff.
OK there was only a few of us there only so probably the YANG qi not enough....
when I reach the chalet there were a bunch of china exchange students dancing outside their rooms... how I know they tiong kok ? Well the way they wear and accent and when I passed by their room I could see their room with all their luggages ... Anyway it was quite stunning to see them dancing there , guess they probably practicing for some show after they go back.... but who knows....

Incident 1 :

I was sleeping on the left side of the mattress while another of my friend was sleeping on the right side... between us was another guy friend who swore that he woke up and saw me on the right side while my friend on the left !!! Thats when he woke up for a pee.... after he came back.. we had already swopped back to our respective places!!!! Both my friend and I just though he was blur but this thing is another female friend also said she saw us sleeping on either sides !!!!! MY FRIEND AND I SWORE WE DID NOT WAKE UP AND SWOP PLACE ...

Incident 2 :

The last night of the chalet.... I went to switch off the lights , my friend asked me to switch on the lights . Feeling boh liao I played with the lights on and off on and off... this kinda boh liao stuff... the thing is when I walked back to the bed. My friends ask me why I switch on the fan , the thing is.... I didnt and I couldnt have cause the switch for the lights and fan were on different panels !!!! I remember only moving my fingers !!!!! How spooky is that !!!

Incident 3 :

hahha erm erm I broke the chalet bed...... while I was jumping on the bed and landed on my friend's feet... and the side of the bed came off...... hahahha .... I ended up laughing and well my friend in a mixture of pain and laughter.... hhahaah

The food was marinated with lotsa lemons and after watching some bbq show on tv the idea of using lemon to marinate kick in but I over did it.. so the beef was too lemony.... hahahhah BUT BUT BUT it was tender OK !!! once bitten twice shy .. keeekkeke anyway the only thing lacking was crabsticks !!! First time bbq we finished all the chickens wings... for only 6 of us hahaha 4kg of chicken wings !! ahhaha .

At this point in time I cant think of much but one thing about what my sister said about junyang being out and weilian in , " junyang have other opportunities but weilian may only have this ONE !! " a shocking truth I feel

TOP TEN LIST YEAH !!!!

1.Child: vertically challenged pre adolescent

2.Dirty Old Man: Sexually focused chronologically gifted individual.

3.Lazy: Motivationally deficient.

4.Dishonest: Ethically disoriented.

5.Clumsy: Uniquely coordinated.

6.Wrong: Differently logical.

7.Stoned: Chemically inconvenienced

8.Short: Vertically challanged.

9.Spendthrift: Negative saver.

10.Unemployed: Involuntarily leisured

HEHEH HEHEH I might be disappearing from blog...... need inspiration....

2005-08-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

PROJECT SUPERSTAR analysis status ........

I've been following this superstar thingy for sometime and call me a sucker for such nonsense... but i think its kinda cool lah.... even though i think 60 CENTS A CALL to support is CRAZY ....personally i won't call i'm just infront of the tv for the entertainment...
Below are observation I've made and have given them some names which I feel is appropiate . IF you dont like thats ya biz.... hahha

JUNYANG AKA HONEST BOY

JUNYANG's voice has clarity , his got techniques in executing his voice and that takes skills and practice . His strong point is that he is able to change the voice to his own and make it soothing to the ear . His looks is well just like honest boy... I don't think he can reach certain high pitch very good but because his voice it seems like he has reach it. Like said he has skills so he himself knows what are his weaknesses thus he knows what songs to choose for himself...

WEILIAN AKA BLIND SWORDSMAN

WEILIAN'S voice got power , what weilian has is the real experience from his "road shows " . He isnt scared of showing his skills but he lacks techniques.. during the initial stage of the competition I was impressed by his singing but I realise that he doesn't have much techniques of presenting his skills so it seems that his method of singing is rather stubborn .Given that he is blind the pressure and stress is twice for weilian so being able to stay up there is quite a feat liao , but I also feel that much sympathy points / calls were given . He however can reach very high pitch but the problem is it becomes rather like nasal voice and rather prominent . To me weilian can deliver songs with more feeling perhaps cause we all know why...
weilian breathes very heavily when he sings and is very obvious .

COMPERISON : Looking at the performance so far I think junyang should win because
he can see . I'm being realistic here cause being a superstar/ singer
you have to see and dance... and being commercial ,off course I'm
not undermining weilian but as a product the product life must be long
though weilian can sing well but his product line may not be as long .
Looking at it more commercially i think junyang is better , but his
product life may not be that long too... From the last performance His
Heaven knows was wonderful but a bit stiff... I feel weilian is trying
to lose.

Kelly AKA CUTIE PIE

Hmmmm kelly well I think my thoughts about her is really much like junyang's . Her flaw I think is her vowel problem.. because she got a sharp voice so when she sings the E vowel tends to be EEEEE at times.... her entry of songs at times can be slow at times as well..... erm but i must say her vocal range is not too bad but she lacks power . She looks cute so appearence I think thats a + point .

XINHUI AKA AE86 ( INITAL D )

XIN HUI's voice got power very much reminds me of AH MEI . Why I call her AE 86 is because I feel that when she sings she should only deliver punch only after 1st half of the song thats when she should show her power so normally her winning time is after the first chorus when she inject in .... similiar to the movie when the new engine onlys shows its power after 110000 rm/h . Her range is not too wide especially during the lower key areas so tends to sound flat... but as she is progressing now.... she is realising how to use her powerful voice liao.... very promising . I like her voice because its special even though its not as wide.

COMPARISON : The competition between the girls is very very intense but I predict
xin hui to win over kelly . Kelly's got techniques , skills and
relatively wide vocal range .She lacks power ,her voice is very normal.
Xin hui's skills and techniques are inferior to that of Kelly , but
Xin hui's got a powerful and a special voice . I feel that its easier
to find someone of Kelly's voice than to find XIN HUI'S ...... its
not everyday you find a treuno AE 86 with a touring engine .But I think
xinhui should dress better MUCH MORE BETTER....

peace out....

anyway I just blog what I think lah.... hahaha .... somebody hit me...

2005-08-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

THE LEGEND OF ENTES .........

(A STORY REVISITED ......

A story about how its had be.. a story that was the present a story of continuation a story that had been 2 years .... a story that will be forever.

some of you may not know who they are someof you may but its a story that you might laugh over ... but one day you will have you own story )

Once upoon a time there was some people ......................and animals and insect and etc etc etc..

Jake & Jill ( kervin & gail )went up the hill to pluck A rare BLACK apple with a red dot( AMY) From A tree call SRC Orientation CAMP.. BUT , the tree had a guardian call "AIYO!! SO EEEKKKY " ( HIDAHYA) she did her : AIYO SO EEEKKKY !!! AND pressed the red dot on the apple which blew jake & jill away to a place call "far far land" .

scence 2 : FAR FAR LAND

Jake & jill landed in the castle of FAR FAR LAND call : "FRIENDLY FRIENDLY" living in the castle was king (DRUMS pls do ya job ) Vincent.. ( who was a lizard , until kissed by the princess back than...) and Queen Radiah ( who wanted to be a belly dancer rather than a Queen ).. Upoon the erm erm.... "arrival" of jake & jill the High MONK WITH AMZAING POWER like SPIDER MAN.. call SEAN calculated that they arrival of JAKE & JILL Will bring great changes to the kingdom of : " Freindly friendly" so he advice the king to unit the "essence" of the four.. (( PPL PPL NOT MASS ORGY)) OH .. just for ya info WHY sean became a MONK instead of a prist .... WHEN he was a prist he had a WIFE call DIANA ( SHE WAS LAME) DIANA was into DIANAISM= lame... and she called him seanny too much ( LIKE nee nee pok ) so SEAN had enough of it and pack his bag put on his chasity belt and became a monk... because the chasity belt had great powers .... it bestowed SEAN with PROJECTS power thereby making AWED by many as well as the king lah..... so blah blah blah..
MANY years later..

SCENCE 3 : many years later

Jake & jill became Member of parliment ( NOT treacherous but the chee koh pek kind) , they had two daughters called SHangying and suyin ..THe Li... ERM king and queen had two sons CALLED PRINCE CASEY & PRINCE LARRY.... so on the 20th BIRTHDAY of the children... they were married though casey tried to AIKIDO his way out but he was struck by the Grace and sweetness of SUyin and well he fall HEAD OVER HEELS over her lah.... but Prince larry was too BOH chap about the marriage, however Shangyin was too siao onz about the marriage and most IMPORTANTLY... struck by the story of the play which Prince Larry starred in it was called ( DRUMS BANGING PLS PPL !! ) :" LE LOUSY" and so they married .... the marriage was grand and joyous ..... visitors from MERRY MERRY & MARY HAD A LITTLE LIMP came giving their biggest congrats.... and there were pole dancers like LADY THIGHTS( AULDREY ) and Sir Spandex ( desmond ) dancing their clothes off which was not allowed so they went sent away to live with Meena ( LADY SEXY, HOT MA MA!!! ) .
But.. THe king got big headache.. who was to be the next king ? Though LARRY was elder but he was too Boh chap so it will be better to pass it to Casey who was compassionte and love insect like his little caterpillars... . So he consulted his Senior PM , PM gerald with a grin OH, he fillipino ( he PM Because inauguration was after noon ) he said that he could use the legend oF " EXACTLI-BUR"..

SCENCE 4 : Exactli-bur.

The legend WAS that many donkey years ago lived a "CHIO TORTISE" ( ashley ) who was also a high pristess whose powers were only sikit sikit below the great GOds called THE EXCOs , however the only thing she could not do was prick her nose!!!!.... so she conjured up using all her knowledge of spells and magic and ETC ETC...... ( basically her crap ) to make a SWORD to.... well prick her nose.... so after many years of pricking here and there the sword boh pian also inherited some mystical powers of its own.. ( this is a legend lah so why she threw away the sword i also dunnoe lah.. SAID :PM Gerald and DEAR SIRE.. : " stop dancing infront of me pls your retro movments are distracting.. !! " ANYWAY!!!.. whoever can PLUCK OUT the sword EXACTLI-BUR from the COW DUNG which it was stuck in would be the kings... so Prince larry and casey on order of their little itsy tinny winny spider..erm sorry LI....kING HAD TO pluck it out lah... BUT BEING BOH CHAP.... larry just went to sleep and so PRINCE casey being good frens with all the insects recruited the help of the DUNG beetles to help it pluck it out and so PRINCE CASEY was king AFTER HIS well dad and mom went to a better place where they saw the CHIO TORTISE still trying ways and means of OF ERM extracting the GOLD INSIDE.... ..

scence 5 : GOld inside...

SInce larry was so boh chap and Shangying grew tired of him she ran off with a BEACH BUM call ADRIAN.... who well lives on the beach...handsome handsome.... and they well lived a happily tanned life... HOWEVER LARRY WAS saddened...and he became bonkers.... so everyday he'll go mad three times and during meal times he'll say " OEI !!! I WANNA FOOK ON THE TABLE !!! though he was mad he contributed to the defense of the KINGDOM by coming up with a martial art call BOH CHAP QUAN... he was later called : " zen vfong" ( very frenchy )
UNDER THE RULE OF king casey... EVERYTHING WAS GOOD... ESPECIALLY with the help of HELP OF Knights AH MUTT ADDIEN- (DEAN) & Buaya-thur sir gabriel ( AS IN arthur ) ( weiyang)- ..however.........

scence 6 : However...

PEACE was not forever... " nutella Doremon " was a group of groupies who wanted mass XXX & XXXXXX and @$@!$&*&(&$%@$ and @#$!@$^ . A war was brewing... ( a bit slaty lah but still can) , eventually the war broke OUT.... THE KINGdom enlisted the help of JEDIS & AUTOBOTS... to counter the " Nutella Doremon".. in the end the kingdom of " friendly friendly " won and justice prevailed... however .. all those who fought in the war perished ( basically all the names mentioned ). However... the GODs wanted to remember their trials and tributaries... therefore sending their ENVOY.... fairy AIR INDIA ( the black apple that exploded) who sprinkled some magic water and using the souls of the perished to grow a GROUP OF magical tree... which became humans that possessed great Virtues and here they exits for years and will be forever spreading the goodness everywhere for good and justice........ THE WERE CALLED THE LEAGUE OF ... ( FOOOK U LAH ) (DRUMS ...BONG BONG CHENG CHENG !!!) THEY WERE KNOWN AS .......

ENTES.

THE END

peace my man , come come my lady be my butterfly ..... SUGAR !!!

lATEST ENTRY TITLED >> chronicles of tummy man and beer belly girl to be found in enbar ...

STILL no top ten list.... wait ah... just wait...

2005-07-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

WISHING WELL , SHOOTING STARS and BIG BROTHER 2

Fianlly the end has come... No more camps... the end has been reached.
The last few days were filled with many ups n downs and many anticipation .
During the days in the camp I was reflecting and reflecting upoon my position at different time , place and roles that I've experienced.. in the diffrenet roles that I've played in the times I had taken part in the camp. Besides having struggles between my perception and logic , the camp had been a disappointment from my point of view advices had fallen on deaf ears . Though I had played an insignificant part AND ALL MY GAME STATION WERE CLOSED !!!! BLOODY HELL ..... due to many factors which were within calculated expectation .However , I learnt to played BIG BROTHER 2 ( chua dai ti ) yes I've fianlly learn to grasp the concept of this card game which many will drop their jaw when I told them I didn't how to play this game after having attended so many camps. My friends and I were in charge of a game station which we had to close in the end.... but during the wait they taught me how to play.... and i guess so far i've been playing on luck... yup.... straight flush... or yong ( read in chinese ) as my friend would like to call it,OH WE PLAYED SO much given the time we had.... I think most people would think that we're compulsive gambler hahaa.... but I'll have to say.... I'm not... i suck a gambling .

Let's get to the chee ko pek side of me... hahah ok ok... personally I felt that this year the girls were more chio than last year and but I think last year the guys were better.This year the guys were more like more kiddish and some which gave trouble.... I have a feeling they are ASK ( AH SAN KIAs ) , why is a bunch of trouble ass.... oh the girl I bio hahhahah someone commented she looked like china girl but she was the..... kekekek .

On the way home I was sleeping with my face down , luckily not drool or I'll be the sight in the bus ahhaha .

I think whatever happened has happend , Don't think I should dwell on it anymore . 3RD year liao !!! jia you jia you finish the course hopefully at least 2nd upper .... than work..work... work than see how.

limited VOCAB , GRAMMER , SENTENCE CONSTRUCTION and too many thoughts , memories , images , attachments = short blog ,lousy reading and " do you want to eat "

top ten list .
Its close today sorry....

Blueberry,Blackberry,strawyberry,ANGUKUA,SOTAHPIA,currypuff,nasilemak,hokkienmee,tani

2005-07-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

MOODY SUN AND HAPPY MOON

The week has been really good to me first and foremost I must congrats the Tennis comm for planning the camp with such little man power and making it a success since its the first sports club to have a camp,its not individual effort but mainly team effort . The experience in Tennis camp dismissed the regret that I thought I might have for attending Tennis camp instead of ODAC camp since they asked me as well . The camp even though was small scaled but it was easier to managed and great fun was enjoyed since everyone sort of know everyone and within a short span of 2 and 1/2 days nick names were already given hmmmmm which I shall not disclose here . Though certain event in the planning were redundant I felt that it gave us a chance to know each other better as well hahaah....mainly the first day where everyone I mean everyone got dunk in the pool .... oh. I must add the final target ASHWIN... ahah no no we're not racist...being the indian in the camp as well as the photographer he really stands out and as well as his inert power to drink water... I bet his mum would be like OEI !! ashwin how come u look so bloated after the camp !!! Hhaha... GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME ... ALL in all I hope everyone had enjoyed their stay AND bonds were made. I hate that camo cream .. stupid zheng qin !!! NEXT TIME PUT SALIVA ON YOUR FACE keekekekekkeekkeke .

TO LUXILON : WHATEVER THAT DOES NOT BREAK US ONLY MAKES US STRONGER !!! RIGHT ?

Moving on the next highlighted event of the week is SRC camp... since its probably the very last camp where I can play with other behave like monkeys and tease juniors not to mention SP night.... everything will be very much missed.. Hopefully the weather will be kind to us and everyone will have a nice stay over that bird dun shit place..... ...............................

Brain's pretty dead at this moment , &$&^%(%*!@#&*(&*$% oh... london bombing happened again.... hopefully the bombers dun bomb london bridge or the kid's song london bridge is falling down falling down will be baned. I guess if they want to bomb something they should switch to playing the game bomber-man . I'm still thinking of wat to bring for the camp.. game master.... will be a waiting game.... diaozzzzzzzz ...

anyway heres the top-ten list.

1. blogogna - A blog full of bologna, a lame blog.

2. blogsecution - Getting fired from your job or pink-slipped on the grounds that you wrote a blog (web log diary) that exposes a weakness or trait in the company or organisation that you work for

3.blogvy - Feeling envious of someone else's superior blog.

4.bombbloggity - An online blog that is an exceptionally fantastic read.

5.blomit - Blog vomit. The act and product of posting to a weblog whatever thoughts come to mind. ( that's me )

6.blogress - The progress on one person's blog.

7.splogging - Splogging is the combination of blogging and spamming.

8.blogache - The feeling a blogger gets when she's blogged too much and needs a rest, but still feels the urge to update her weblog.

9.blogcrime - A blog entry or posting that is offensive due to a lack of taste, self respect, common sense or intelligence.

10.blogophile - A person who is obsessed with reading blogs.

MR FANTASTIC AND P_N_S_ ENLARGER , Invisible girl and hidden cave
HUMAN TORCH AND WHO'S AFRAID OF THE DARK , THE THING AND IF YOU CAN SMELL WHAT THE ROCK IS COOKING .

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2005-07-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Tempting Juice

I guess its been a freaking long time since i've blogged any rubbish, let's see nothing fabulous been happening recently.... besides that last heat wave . The truth I can't really remember what's been happening... ohh ohh ohh..... something just flashed across my mind . I was worknig for a two day stint for IOC { International Olympic Committee ) , it was pretty much walking around certain shopping centres telling the store managers about treating the IOC delegates nicely and well put on a smile . BUT !! SOME bloody workers and store manager in a certain shopping mall near City Hall mrt were rather unfriendly and well plain rude.. But I must praise the Operation Manager of prego for being a gentleman , he took his time off to come speak to us personally making us feel important even though I must say we were really small fry , NOW THATS A GOOD IMAGE TWO THUMBS UP !!!! For the certain watch shop and that very very expensive handphone shop workers that day .... balls to you lah...KPKB SPSB KNNB , think working in some expensive brand shop YOU ONE LEVEL HIGHER ??? READ BTW MY ARSE CRACK LOR . Try to understand that the world is round what goes around comes around thats karma.. nope nope no sutra... You TKK .

On a lighter note , yesterday and today was orientation day ! It was really great fun seeing the freshies but than its also a turning point.... next sem will be third year liao and most crucial period , after that will than be the painfully truth of outside working society Oh bummers.... any way I'll have to say that both days have been greatly enjoyed and certainly fruitful to working with friends whom I was once their ogl.. next up will be tennis and the very much highlighted SRC CAMP niak niak niak !!!! why I'm so hyped up for it ? It may well be my very last camp ......... thats really sad since I really enjoy myself and learn much in such activities . I'LL BE OGL tennis camp i think and game master for SRC CAMP i think .... but who know ( its all been planned ) haaha i like to lie to myself hahaha . Back to the orientation day.... I shan't mention a theory which I've already told many people during the 2nd days... hahah its not a harmful theory but i think most would agree.... about the frowers ( not spelling mistake ) and weeds . kekeekkek

TAKE BREAKY

QUESTION : DO U KNOW WHAT IS A GU GU JIAO ?

ANSWER : NO NO ITS NOT THE DICK U DIRTY MINDED !!! you !*%^@#@&*(&$

THE ANSWER IS : AUNTIE CALL , WHY ? ASK THE CHINESE ....

Ok back to blogging . Its really been such a long time since I've blog.. the thoughts not really flowing tonight... maybe just maybe there some stuff up my mind , what ? Cant say ............. too bad

ANYWAY HERE IS THE TOP TEN LIST !!!!!!!! THIS WEEK BONUS FOR U PEOPLE !!!!

1. ephobia - The extreme fear of opening your email in the morning because of all te work-related emails dumped off on you. e.g., I suffer from ephobia, especially on Mondays.

2. internight - When you've spent so much time on the internet that the night is past and the morning is upon you. e.g., Didn't go to work Monday. Sunday was another internight.

3. mentopause - A state where the brain stops ticking on a very busy day at work or play and one is in a false state of relaxation. Lasts about five minutes before reality kicks in again. e.g., Richard suffered repeated episodes of mentopause under the mountains of paperwork that needed to be done Monday.

4. banalysis - Combinaton of the words "banal" and "analysis. "Banalysis" is explanation of the obvious, ususally in a manner of presumed importance. For example, if someone tells you stocks are rising because investors are buying, that's banalysis. e.g., Cory's going to present some more banalysis at the meeting on Tuesday.

5. blurday - Denotes a non-specific day of the week. Used when time and events get going too fast to keep them straight in your mind, such as when under enormous pressure at work or at home. e.g., I saw a movie last Tuesday...or was it Wednesday? Oh, it was some blurday last week.

6. norming - Normal + boring. e.g., Tuesday is a norming day, reserved for laundry and cleaning, with very little chance of having much fun.

7. dork-style - When you're sitting at a table by yourself in a restaurant or cafeteria-- because it makes you feel like a dork with no one else sitting with you. e.g., Ed: I'm back. Ted: Good, I was getting tired of rocking it dork-style.

8. exhaustipated - To be so extremely tired neither the mind nor the body can function. e.g., After my daughter's birthday party, I was exhaustipated and went straight to bed.

9. herdsurfer -N. A person caught in the huge lines waiting to utilize attractions or services rendered by theme parks or governmental institutions, such that he or she feels like a herd animal. V. Waiting in such a line. e.g., "I'm tired of this endless herdsurfing!" cried Jenny.

10. lookatme-mobile - Any flashy car. e.g., I'm sick and tired of seeing mid-life crisis guys driving lookatme-mobiles.

Another TOP 10 VID CLIPS !!! NO VIRUS DUN WORRY .

click here=winelover
click here=water power
click here=GOODshave
click here=Whatever
click here=Blender
click here=Smoke
click here=foreplay
click here=French
click here=Horny Holy
click here=Nice car

I hope they give u some laughter in your life at least i hope for this moment in time .

PERFECT GIFT FOR THE MOST EVIL BOSS

till than.... when I'll BACK .

2005-06-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

GENERAL HEAT.

heatwave is killing me man , make it heat Tsunami.. Its freaking hot down in S'pore and the government isn't making much effort like providing subsidies for visiting Swimming pool , eating ice kah-chang , Gelatos and ice-creams. Hiaya.. I'm complaining much cos my room out of my entire house is like an oven . ITS A BLOODY oven ..... well I do have air-con but I just don't like to switch it on... , so much so that there's been times when mom wants to tear it down . Chinese saying : " ZI TAO KU CHI "----- OK MAYBE I earned it lah but WTH.... hahahha nothing much been happening .

RECENTLY MET UP WITH ARMY friends/dicks.. hehhehe

IT was a gathering of intellects at sentosa to boarden our minds and vision..to test the limits of our endurance . IT was for a few old man to ball soccer on the bloody sandy , sloping beach . The game was great but we all pant like dogs after chasing the ball.... and I had to be beckham cannot be to try and ram the ball . RESULT >> I sprain my right toes.. damn malu so be keeper lor. On top of that my stupid friend had to bring a pump that made farting sound when pumping the ball , oh the pump was those yellow blue pump used for pumping floats... --______-- " But the good thing was we all had a great laugh out of it. fast forward >>>>>>>>>>
all of us enjoyed that day and agreed that we should go out more often to talk cork.... NOT TOO CORKS.... and well seems that UNI hall is quite happening in the bed sense.... those MOJO overdriven uni students... NO NO dun denie.. we all know the power of hot blooded youths.. hehee

OH OH according to my friend syphillis ( pardon for the wrong spelling ) is cured by injecting the medcine into the pee hole directly !!!! OUCH.... ah play lah play..
shiok until u forget yours own name .... heehhe here are the ku ku birds .

GOOD TIME great fun ...I'M not the guy folding the arms... hahaha

top ten list .... ( silly names )
1. Alota-vaginia ( alot of vaginia )

2.Buster Hymen (Bust her Hymen)

3.Carrie Oakey (Karaoke)

4.Clint Toris (Clitoris)

5.Dawn Keebals (Donkey Balls)

6.Drew Peacock (Droopy Cock)

7.Eric Shun (Erection)

8.Holden Mcgroin (Holding My Groin)

9.Mike Hunt (My Cunt)

10. NGO HIONG ( WU XIANG )

heh i know the list could go on and on just like titanic.... but well it had to sink some where so till than...

DUN be like STAR WAR EPI 3 spoof ANAKIN saying back flip very good , or u might just flip into the LAVA..... dunoe ? hmmmmm dun't catch mTv do ya ?
hmmmm

ommmmmmmmmmmmm........ ^^#%*(#$%@$#$%#$&^&^ I WANNAGOHOME....

2005-06-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

ALL THINGS MAN AND WOMAN

Butt (but) n.
Female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger."
Male: The organ of mooning.

Commitment (ko-mit-ment) n.
Female: A desire to get married and raise a family.
Male: Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one.

Communication (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n.
Female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the guys.

Entertainment (en-ter-tayn-ment) n.
Female: A good movie, concert, play or book.
Male: Anything with one ball, two beers or three stooges.

Flatulence (flach-u-lens) n.
Female: An Embarrassing byproduct of indigestion.
Male: A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding.

Glass Ceiling (glas see-ling) n.
Female: The invisible barrier that stops women from rising to the upper levels in business.
Male: What would really be great at work since that hot babe took over the office one flight up.

Making Love (may-king luv) n.
Female: The greatest expression of intimacy a couple can achieve.
Male: What men have to call "boinking" to get women to boink.(Call it whatever you want just as long as we do it.)

Taste (tayst) v.
Female: Something you do frequently to whatever you're cooking, to make sure it's good.
Male: Something you must do to anything you think has gone bad prior to tossing it out.

Thingy (thing-ee) n.
Female: Any part under a car's hood.
Male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra.

Vulnerable (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj.
Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another.
Male: Playing ball without a cup.

Wants and Needs (wontz and needz) n.
Female: The delicate balance of emotional, physical and psychological longing one seeks to have fulfilled in a relationship.
Male: Food, sex and beer.

2005-06-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY june 16 2005..

Today was good... had a morning swim after which a sudden decision for movie...

WHAT movie ? BATMAN BEGIN

I would say its a rather good show.... totally awesome.. I cant say which was good cause i like everything about this episode I would give it a 4/5 for this movie.

TOP TEN LIST

1. Batman is cleverer than superman as he likes to wear his underwear outside but
cover up his face . ( THAT'S WHY BATMAN IS A CEO AND SUPERMAN IS A JOURNALIST )

2.Even if batman did not have nice abs it doesnt matter cause his bat suit has got
abs imprintment , superman... well his naturally strong .

3.Batman likes facial while hunting criminal !! why ? He puts on black eye cream to
prevent puffy eyes or dark eye bags . He may be using Estee Lauder ... he rich
war !!!

4.Batman likes to hang around like spider-man but he is clever to leave his mouth
expose for the ladies to smooch him unlike spider-man where girls have to uncover
his mouth.

5.Its amazing that batman never pants when he fights crime , makes me wonder if
he is just naturally fit or does he have super powers

6.Batman is amazing at time management i assume since he has to run a company , date
women ( notice the e ) , run a one-man show and still have time to sleep .

7.Alfred must the best butler any rich man could have asked for.....

8.Comissioner Gordon must be the most du lan man.... since Batman is mostly the one
that catches the bigger fish......( criminal )

9.Superman is cleverer than spider-man and Batman in one case.... his suit allows him
to un-buckle his belt to take off his underwear to pee.... but Batman and
Spider-man HAVE TO TAKE OFF THE WHOLE SUIT... IMAGINE WHEN THEY KAN CHEONG HOW !!!
IT'll be better if Superman wore G-string... shit just pull the string one side can
shit liao .

10.Being Batman means he cannot visit places like Zouk , phuture and Mohammad sultan
HE PROBABLY END UP BASHING SOMEONE WHILE DANCING , FOR CHRIST SAKE.. !!!!

ok thats all.. nothing exciting happening

MAJOR TECHNO HAPPENING IN MY BRAIN NOW .... TRANSLATER = headache

2005-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

AFTER EXAM

WOW wow wow .... its after exam liao feeling good... . After months of cramming in school with my fave fruit BANANA.. YEAH I like to move it move it... haha Nothing pretty much happening now.. guess its like after the exam suddent there isnt anything to look forward to or is there ? Hmmm i wonder . PRetty much happened in the course of study people looking funnny stuff.... cranky jokes .... notes well mainly notes n sleeping on them . ok any way its over n i can think of them right now so i'll just start a top ten list ....

TOP 10 list

1. FAt people cant do pole dance cause they reminds me of satay
2. Skinny people should not go chiong , people might mistaken them for the pole
3. Bah poks don't mind poking others with their breast
4. Those who complain to police about neighbour indecently dressed should be sued
for intrusion of privacy and being nosey
5. HE: " I love you and will go to the end of the earth for you !"
SHE: " SO will you stay there?"
6. THE MORE YOU LEARN THE LESS YOU KNOW
7. DU-REX IS NOT A A DINOSAUR , T-REX IS .
8. Banana is a good fruit , but try not to eat it like sucking on it
9. FAT people laying down reminds me of steak
10. I DONT HATE FAT people they help to balance the eco-system .

sorry sorry..... brain dead now

2005-05-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

Star Wars Horoscope for Sagittarius

You are superbly wise and have been known to spread your wisdom widely.
You are impatient and pushy when people take your teachings too lightly.
And your philosophical side always peeks through.

Star wars character you are most like: Yoda

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Your Birthdate: November 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.

You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.

You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.

You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic.

You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller.

Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue.

There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work.

You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow

Your energy: balancing

Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.

You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.

Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.

Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What Element Are You?

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

2005-05-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

IN the mist of exam no time to blog now..... so here's a something to relief

everyone in the mist of the star war hype

pls go >>> http://www.lego.com/starwars/moviepop2005.aspx?movie=trailer1&size=QTlo

my name is : anything moonwalker

the soup is too salty , because u drinking kiam cai soup stupid zhang zi yi ....

2005-04-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

HEHE Its well april 30th...

Its a scorching afternoon in sun burning deep fried chao tah singapore.... I guess thE ONLY people REJOICING are those tanning freaks who like to erm burn themselves.
Bet that sentosa probably be pack with people and ice-cream, ice-kachang, sun tan and sun block lotion sales are up.... yeap. The weather does bring in profits i guess hahha.... students like myself must be cursing and swearing about the weather and how much we sweat and wet our underwear..oOoOooPppPppSsS too much detail there. Most of my friends and I are stuck studying in school , exams round the corner . Notice stuck and not IN ? hahaha guess most of us are stuck haha . Even as i'm typing this i'm sweating after just coming out of the shower , kinda waste water there . I don't wanna get heat stroke at home i mean the paramedics will laugh their heads off ..... " haha heat stroke at home , You weak bastard been pissing too much aint ya !! "

Anyway a new vatican pope star has been born.... well hurrah for the new pope !! Brings hope to his follower !!! Anyway was reading the newspaper a few days back or somewhere , the new guy had survives through the Hitler era.. So my inquisitive mind started to churn. what will happen if the new guy does the arm movement that always comes with a " HAIL HITLER !" when he was introduced , i TELL YA my eye balls would probabaly pop out so wide that i'll be in guiness world records . Ok enough about my nonsense.. ( Above content not meant to provoke any ill-sentiments, read and forget ).

Studying in school is killing me.... everytime after other students comes out from their test n lessons my study area becomes a smoke chamber !! NO I'M NOT A SMOKER !!!!!!!! On top of that I haven been sleeping too well EXAM stress i guess and well been sort of hearing sounds in my half asleep awake status.... somebody put me in Gotham ASYLUM , Oh have been having some weird twisted dreams too how twisted ? iWOULD say comaparable to the film SAW . i THINK i'm a constant pessimist , defensive pessimist lah . OR chicken... well i'm chicken in the horoscope but half a horse and human in the other horoscope...

AHHHH findish and greek married produce >> freak
ice-landic and cubian produce >> ice-cubes

Oei!!! MIND YOUR language or somebody gonna get a hurt real bad .

well just get me some pu-nia-ti , make it 2 , let me squeeze it .. oh no seeds

hahaha hail russell peters....

this song well the dance version which i like makes me moves when i mug.... oh well

boy meets girl>>> waiting for a star to fall .

seeya enjoy . :>

2005-04-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

You scored as Tommy Hilfiger.

Chanel

75%

Diesel

75%

Burberry

75%

Tommy Hilfiger

75%

DKNY

50%

Anna Sui

50%

Abercrombie & Fitch

50%

Dior

50%

Louis Vuitton

42%

Gucci

33%

What Designer Brand Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com

2005-04-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

GROIN IN PARTS...........

I'm schizo i have mental problem.
I'VE been beyond the past , more past or more future ?

I'M afraid really afraid.............

In that, my mind has seen what may come in body I'm still save .
There was a place call ideal..... this ideal remains a vision that we see .
They created this vision into a place call reality .
we see what the others wants us to see.... but we are the others ourselves.... the only world we live in is in the world of minds....

~~~~~~``TEN STEPS TO THE CONDOR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
( the way of the hero )

1. The way of the condor is to let the prey look in your eyes , mesmerize the prey with your pouty looks .

To look and pout is to hi i think u steady pom pi pi .

2. Have great outlook about life when things gets u down ...........

Smile and never look sad , a smile is a glow that is like necter to bees

3. Stand around here long enough till she notice you and she wacks and scold you .
They say to beat is to care , to scold is to love ............ basically wear a Fly suit and buzz
around.... :<

4. WHEN ever people said that time that time it always mean "I cannot remember but dun blame me for it

5. If in arguement do not talk about history cause obviously its still not history

6. THE Vanilla icre-cream pop poped ( no offensive )

7. You can squeeze anywhere but not the pimple n the other " ple "

8. All product of 9 adds up to nine .

9 . THe egg is coming out ..........

10. The condor has flown off .....

If u like initial-D you'll like this --

http://www.big-boys.com/articles/racedrift.html

2005-04-03T16:49:00.000+08:00

haha ..... who spend a whole nite playing Monopoly ? well i did haa stupid ... had a pleasure studying in school yesterday too... hmmm i guess nice company does make a difference.. haha.... came home like a pig . Hungry like a pig... well the few more days ahead will be rather taxing i guess....

FINAL EXAM coming soon.... mug mug mug.. which i haven been doing much of it... slacker... haiz...

where is that zest ? oh welll haha

dun waste time....

Stupid cinema price hike.... i guess its time i go over the causeway for movie... Cheaper

2005-03-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was history .... today is present ..... tomorrow is a mystery .

Its all here !! just let it all out ......!!!!!!!!
Go for it.... Give all you got........ !!!!!
You have only one.... Dun let go .....!!!!!
SCream your lungs out !!!!!
There's no one like YOU !!!!!!!!!!
ShOUT IT all outttttttt......
Give your life a gamble..............
Show me your heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
.............
....................................
erghgghghghghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh &%%@#$!@#&^(*^
arghhhh!~~~~~~~~~~~

Finally i've ended my constipation..... fwah... its one hell of a big brown banana fritter.... harden an powellllll.... just the right consistency to start a revolt in me....... ok here we go again arghhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``

2005-03-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

REFLECTIONS......

haha just finish a local revision.... saw some one.... who looked like someone... it made me wonder how much that person looks like her... !!

It was freaky weird... cause i just cant take my eyes off her.... she just reminds me of that person !! Its ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I cant believe it.... till I msg that person... and confirm its not her... wow... its freaky...

OK end here .. hahahaha anti-climax....

THE WORLD CAPITALISE FROM IGNORENCE . ( think abt it )

ME ? I'M JUST RUNNING AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LA LAL LALALALLALAALAL

SOMEBODY PULL ME BACK TO EARTH !!!!!!!!!

2005-03-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

tonight is 030305.

VAINITY .

well made this obervation while visiting the pool , I see more guys sun-tanning than girls. Is it the need to look tan or just there to see the girls ? I'm not sure I'm thinking if its the need to look the alpha male or well impact of the society that "forces" young people who well wanna look they way celebrities look in the mag but more than often i feel the wannabes become cannot be of fagsss ....

This need is really brought about but what we see , hear and as human are stimulated by what we see..... I think its part and parcel of nature's work to "doll" ourselves up to look The best ..... < even cows gives off smells to attract opposite sex .. , birds flaunt their feathers to attract when in heat.. >

DOGS ? WHEN IN HEAT just grab any leg that'll do

2 PM ....

Nowadays its rather normal to see girls in mini skirts WHY ?

ask the fashion creaters lor .. or rather fashion slaves....

WELL advice for girls wearing mini skirt ..

1. avoid the glass panels by the corridors .
2. avoid light materials
3.AVOID MINI MINI SKIRT
4.NEVER NEVER NEVER lean against railing or escalator

FOLLOW my instructions and hopeful girls us guys can't see ya " I LOVE MOM "

well females are vain by nature so i guess if ya wanna wear nice stuff at least protect yaself.....

ps : i saw a lady whose mini skirt flew up when the wind blew .... i was just
behind her .I wont say i was lucky or anything but the view certainly din make
my day .... saying shes a lady was being polite .

FASHION IS TEMPORARILY , STYLE IS FOREVER .

LKY : Lok Kok Yang

LOK KOK thats my style ...... i give them space , they give me space .

CHINESE WORD : she de ---->> to let go first is to receive .

2005-02-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is 15/02/05 , yesterday was That day .......

when i was in army , there was a sony about a boy N girl having meal at marina sq Mac , everytime i sing that song i willl think of her..

A of couple years ago ...

well hmmm ... boy meets girl... , girls steals boy's heart and vision .....

Boy ordered flowers on 13feb... bought present .

14feb... Boy nervous... called friend : " how are i scared sial ."

friend : " u CRAzY ah u stil at home already scared !!! Reach there how die ah ? "

boy : " oh ya hor thats true though my hands are already cold , ok i have to leave liao "

time passes ......

boys reaches work place ar Marina SQ

( BOY RECCE area first.... searching for girl... applies cover and concealment... 4 second rule... leap and bounds.. hides behind men's department.... target enganged... zeroing done GUTS fully pack.....stomach got butterfly... ....BOY CHARGE !!!!! ) --- ALL IN THE MIND

go find girl at perfume counter ... boy :" heh , you're working here ah !"

girl : "erm yes i told u b4 rite ?"

boy ( sweating liao --__-- " , shit WAT A LAME OPENING !! )

BOY : "Oh yar hor , erm heh wat time u lunch ah wanna go makan ?" (boy knows wat time)

GIRL :" hmm oh its abt time , okey than let me tell my colleague first ."

Boy : " great ! erm heh u wait here for a while "
( boy goes to pick up flowers , while girl notifies colleague )

( BOY returns with flowers behind ..... Heart pumping like siao as if waiting for O level results , mah chiam strike toto , like passing driving test , simulating shit coming out after hours of blockage ... u get the idea )

( BOY RETURNS ....... realise its lunch time.... hords of people around in shopping centre , boy goes on .... thinking DO IT ALREADY ... !!!!!! )

GIRL sees boy

girl : " ok i'm ready to go liao "

( boy holds out Flowers in one hand and Present on the other , hands straighten like a baby asking for the mother to carry . MANY people looking ... colleagues smiling ..... BOY SHIVERING but happy :)

boy : " Happy VALENTINE'S "

GIRL flabbergasted for a while

girl : " OH my god , thank you , YOU planned this ! "

Boy trying to look innocent... ( boy what a lamer , so cliche , but It was worth it )

Boy : " oh well hope as long as your happy , come on "

( boy N girl leaves for lunch )

was happily eating Mac IN MARINA SQ ...

chit chat chit chat .......

time passes .. girl had to go back to work so they left Mac

BEFORE girl and boy seperated ....

girl : " first time giving flowers ? "
boy : " first time receiving flowers ? "

boy N girl : YES

smiles at each other.... and went their ways ....

years later today ...... their still friends ( haha spoiler ending )

Its good to have friends because friends are for life .

take care ....

ME , MYSELF AND I signing off ...............

2005-02-04T03:42:00.000+08:00

I got nothing to blog but to change my song which i totally dig and the picture.... hmmm haha.... dun ask me .... just my feeling towards the song and the pic.... haha

if the picture was of better quality.. oh well call me a ripper or watever.....

suit yaself... , the song keeps me on the move hahaha....

2005-01-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

TODAY:::::::::

Its finally here the Dnd that everyone's been waiting for today is the real passing
on liao.
A little over a year ago... the dnd comm... was well all over the place... luckily help came in the form of wonderful friends and seniors..... this year I'm in another role in Dnd... hopefully i dun make any blunders... hahha..

Hope today will be a good day... and everyone will be happy.....
besides that today is really the passing on of the baton liao... people will step down others will take over... i bet everyone stepping down is happy about it cause the next generation will sculpture the future liao...

I just hope everyone enjoy themselves......

This little tiger song... hmmm syncronize with my senior whom i sang this song with a little over a year ago as well... me copy cat ? maybe... but hahahha

PART 2 : AFTER THE DND

LET me sum up everything , it was good.. better than my year... it was fun yes !!!
got win prize yes... was the ONE..

Well the evening started with some shocking moments... lets see... having a picture of my face flash through the projector twice.. ask to dance on stage...
haha luckiky walked away with a prize...kekek

everyone was dressed nicely , guys looked smart girls looked hot....

the event began a bit slow... but i guess its ok cause the crowd was responsive as well... which was good if not the MCs which i must applaud would have die on the stage.... sound was not bad thanks for the retro if not i cant dance... OH THANKS TO MY TWO WONDERFUL SENIORS DEAN AND VINCENT..... finally got a chance to dance with the kings...

haha.... i dunnoe but wat ever happen tonite made me feel like its my DnD hahha... but it was everyone's Dnd...
Congrats to all the DnD comm this year for a good job and withstanding the tortures of me rattling at ya... but I think I did a good things by letting them handle lotsa stuff..
Well to be exact i'm not that good and advisor... ahha the team was good.. i mean... relation was good...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dun wanna go into so much details lah.... basically everyone was good... i was glad this year was good... now that everyone have taken their positions.... we shall study again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the impending mocks and finals

This time really step down liao... everyone... take a deep breath.... Thanks seniors good job year 2s , welcome year 1s....

I hope everyone remember tonight as the moment where conflicts are resolved and new bonds made....

a moment like this...

2005-01-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

CAMP DISCOVERY 2005.... The passing on

WELL it began on 7th jan 2005 to 9th jan 2005...

Camp discovery...

The year I was in it the feeling was different, this year i'm in it as another role..
I guess it really signifies the passing on of the baton.... from one hand to another hand .

My seniors passed that baton longed ago , this year its our turn.. next year it'll be our junior's turn... with that our story will just be another story... Hopefully by than we'll be spreading our wings else where and creating our own story...or legend..

I guess the feeling of nostalgic hit me couple of times during the camp...and i really miss those close feeling of friends huddling together , shouldering each other withstanding the rain.. keeping each other happy.. singing la la songs... remembering the days we made fun of each other .... the other times we fell for another... , that time we went swimming together... , those times we spent our afternoon stamping our feets in puddles ... thoes days we pulled each other through the difficulties.. we'll i guess... thats just another story.. ( have u told yours yet? )

Its really kinda sweet to know that sometimes people get remembered for the right things off course... its also sweeter to let others know that they've been respected and look up to , we'll these are the people that crosses our path and leave a mark in our lives that can never be erased...

I respect u , i'll not forget u.....

Hit me hahah......... read me but never forget me...

< i make lotsa mistakes in my blog because i just shoot what i write without looking
at the mistakes... thats a mark i leave in you... so get ya grammers and blah blah blah rite... >

I'M BLUE TIGER !!!!!!!!

You are Blue Tiger, whose ways of talking is very noble and have a rock-steady stance.
This may make other people feel you are a difficult person to get to know.
But you can make peaceful personal relationships with anyone, and are a person of good balance.
You associate people with broad mind.
But at the same time, you are making your own judgment on personal criticism.
You are very diplomatic person.
You don't notice nicety in people, and tend to reason personal relationships with theory.
You don't fear having relationships with others, and can have relationship with anyone.
You are a very popular person.
But you sometimes worry about whether a person you are going out with is really in love with you.
You can plan things with extreme preciseness, and can act as planned by looking ahead of the times.
Though, you sometimes feel you want to be more adventurous.
You think positively on everything.
You don't get things down on you.
And even if you do get down, you can recover from that situation fast.
You are very fair.
You can be an ideal boss.
You would be endeared by those who are strong-minded.

Yesterday.......

I get discouraged now and then
when there are clouds of grey,
Until i think about the things
that happened yesterday.

I do not mean the day before,
or those months ago.

But all the yesterdays in which
i had a chance to grow.

But all the yesterdays that,
i had allowed to fall aside.

And those i took advantage of
before they passed me by.

And i remember that the past
presented quite a plight.

But somehow i endured it and
the future seemed all right.

And i remind myself that
I'm capable and free,
and my success and
happiness are really up to me.

kekeekkekekkeke
hope ya like me like i like u...... i for u and u for I .

2005-01-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

Singapore

hmm... was watching the tsunami thingy.. well its all over rite ?

WEll saw the SAF clearing stuff over there.. WITH SBO for wat !!! not go for WAR mah... Hydra pac understandable lah... SBO ? put sneaker bar or iso-max ?
I think they should not wear so heavy stuff since clearing up is already a tedious work... they should be wearing more like erm erm... the CDF over there... maybe light utility belt to pack some writing material or other stuff... but i think SBO is a bit too%#$!%#%*&*&%^$..... must be WAYANG... again....better yet give them lifejacket lah just in case...sorry..

Furtheremore.. WHen PM lee was many "people" crowded around him... i guess all wanna be known..
"heh , sir look at me here , ahh here .. very important work i doing... %#$*&^$%@*(&* "

WAT THE HELL it only needs one person to tolk to the big man mah.. the rest waste ya time stand there look garang.... use your brain lah... Your man are in extra attire and u trying to get a piece of the action... KNN...

If i were the personnel over there i would also be ^$%#&*&$%@#$$^ about the attire not the work... cause we need to pull together to recover...

sorry ah... not i against SAF but thats the way i felt when i saw wat was on tv.

REALLY all ren cai ( human talent) or (human vegetable) inside . hiaz..

2005-01-03T18:48:00.000+08:00

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

2005-01-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

Jan 1 2005.........

Tsunami.... big water...
Many passed on , even more suffered , many many grieving , too many lost , unlimited pain .
Its not easy.. but life goes on.

If you've reached the bottom... the only way is up , stand again .

Goodbye 2004
sorry to all the pain i've caused to those that care and to those whom i didn't realise i've hurt.
Welcome new challenges....

Ups AND dOwn.... up the hill down the slope.... its was a eventful year , hopefully lesson learnt to make a better future...

2004-12-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

looks like last scene in "a walk to remember"

2004-12-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

Skyscrapers

Cresting the skyway brow
Suddenly there stands a crowd
A host of gleaming towers
Black at the roots
Nematodes
Shriveled in their shadows, walking

Wild Einstein clouds
Expound from shocking top corners
Falling, falling relatively through blue

As I did for you

Time expands, reeling
Space folds down, diminished
To strings and wormholes
Without your warm, certain presence
In three, wholesome dimensions

I am all at sea with these buildings
Unless you anchor me
You, my gravitational constant
Telling me up from down
So I may walk through the valleys
Of my home planet
Keeping balance
Between rooted earth, adventuring sky.

2004-12-18T02:24:00.000+08:00

A walk to remember

LANDON: are you scared ?
Jamie : to death .....?

Jamie : I'm only scared not being with you

Ending.

LOVE is like wind

You can't touch it
You can't see it
can only feel it.........

2004-12-17T05:52:00.000+08:00

10 mins to 6 am.....

Hmmmmmm......well just came back from school's bash...i guess this year it was great , the crowd was good.. only thing that disappoints me was the music..
The night was fun... but felt tired..somehow or rather.. why ? I'm also not sure but i guess age takes a toll on oneself... a little over a year ago i was still the freshie... this year i'm not that fresh anymore..... OH oh.... I won a prize again.. hahaha last year I also won a prize... would there be a third i know not.... I dun like clubbing than again... Let heaven decide .

Looking back i guess the months the weeks the days the hours the minutes the seconds were wonderful.....
I guess if you always live in the negative side of live you'll never see the positive side of it.. How ? Just step out of the light and well the answer will show itself somehow or rather...

Back to the bash , i guess i've saw many things that made me go ERM ? HMMM? HUH ? WHY AH ? EHHH ?
Mainly ??????????
Nowadays every single things getting into a mystery.....

1 ) Its good to have friends...
Its bad to use the word "friends" as a stake , what value would that be ?

2 )Well after a certain something...... been in sort of dillema , never thought this kinda things would happen to me . But i guess its never fair lor .why ? Its just the way it is....
Sometimes time can make a person blind to certain obvious things or maybe bystanders see clearer ? Or maybe can't accept to acknowledge certain things .

Breathing isn't easy...........

maybe a step taken back makes the world seem clearer ?
Hope the tide doesnt pull me in but its a tide i can't control
Even if I can suppress this tide... will the wind blow me in the sea ?

Thoughts aint wonderful at times..........

I guess every how I turn , I'll leave some footprints .
If only I can fly...

If the sky is dark on one side at least you know that the other side clearer ........

I can only hope for the best of the worst.................................

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

Next ----- Closer to me or you

(Noah & Allie) ( landon & Jamie ) (Garret & Theresa )

As i've finish writting this i hear some noise when i'm alone in the living room ........ oh its my stomach calling...

Sparks....

2004-12-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

nice eyess

2004-12-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

a beauty .... haiz , the perfect girl haiz.. ... not mine... haiz...

2004-12-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

Passing by : : : : : : :

6th Dec 2004 ,

someone died.
Does it bother me i know not , does it affect someone i know , Yup.

do i care ? i know not.
feel sad ...? know not...

It doesnt matter where you go to or where u are .
It only matters how u live .

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy'
Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

i think its a nice lyrics... from a nice song thats all.. dun think otherwise.
lalalalalalalalalalalallalalallalalalallalalallalalalalalallalalalalal..............

2004-11-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me... its 30th nov lor... hahha

1yr older... many more years to go... hahha !!! HOW MANY MORE ?

MANY MANY MORE...

big 23.. in 7 more years i'll be 30 hahah..

hmm wat me did ? sitting at home.. infront of the com..

birthday resolution ? CONCENTRATE.......

MUST LEARN MY RASENGAN...

ahhh nothing much to blog lately except that been working the last three days... earn some morney ...

rewarded myself with 2 t-shirt.... been looking at some time liao.... damage ? $25++ ok call me a miser but i dun really like to dress up unless occasion calls....

came home mom bought crap for me... MMmmMMmmm..... yum yum ..... thanks mom..
( thought i din say to her , i did in my heart) .
haha making myself sound like erm erm..

Realise that lotsa sim student works with hubby..with a star.
Oh well was in sengkang the last three days... haha met some new friends and hope i wasnt too much a problem for them since i was a newbie... haha... CMI...
the last day we made a kill of 21 sales... hmm in the end not dinner untill near 1030were everything was kept.. While we were still waiting for someone to pick up the stuff... we bought some fries and convinently sat outside the shops and had our "meal" .
It seems pititful when everyone was on the way home with full stomach.. while the 4 of us... sat there makaning... . Basically most ppl who walked passed us were like looking at us sitting on the floor eating..... hiaz.......
It was ok lah... see see lor .... never see people eat b4 MEH ?

LUckily monday class msm was cancelled... but i forgot got consultation... damn it....

AIYA... think i'm super slack this year.... GOD MUST HELP ME LIAO....

hmm no good no bad lor

no irritating things happening...

hmmmm many days backed i did a tarot card divination thingy well the thing said... : in need of severe pshychiatric need.... bummer.. i'm really a goner liao.. ..
but the conclusion of of the whole thing was.... courageous , admirable lover with a clear mind or something like that.... i was like HUH !!!!! WTH .......... the card got defect is it ?
a bit like not me... hahha .. anyway this things are just for the fun of.. it

erm PS : if any free pshyciatrist for consultation pls refer them to me....
i may be in the next pshycopath thriller... (real life story)
i bite , i slash but i just wanna bend your thoughts...

yuyuyuyuyuyyuyuyyuyuyyuyuyuyuyuyyuyuyuyuyuyyuyuuyuyuyuyuuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuu

2004-11-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

Silence...

cold water.

silence............................

2004-11-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

Revolving >>>>

There are some things that can't be changed , there are some things that can be changed .

There are mostly many things i don't know how to change.

If there was a maybe than maybe i'll find the way to change ,if i was them than things seems easier .

If only i only knew what was it than things would be clearer.

I only hope my days dawn with a smile .

2004-10-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

THE MATRIX ...... in the animal world ..

2004-10-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

YANGISM..........

to women ++

When the shoe doesn't fit , it means the shoe is too big or small , Not because your feet is too BIG or small .
When u ask a man any question be prepared for the answer , the answer given is just what it is... stop asking too much... u might just end up in the dumpster--- or circling around in friendster for new friends .
Having thunder thighs doesnt mean u ARE FAT !! , it just means u need more exercise to tone it down....
How many man does it takes to satisfy a woman ? aNS : 0 , no man is perfect .
Although man like to see girls in hipster that doesnt mean we like to see the ass crack as well , so PULL UP A BIT !!!
Menicure, pedicure and WAXING are only meant for FEMALES stop doing horrible test experiment on MAN , unless its been requested .
Man are pig , woman are also bitches mah..... (gals you know it too )

I've probably made some enemies now but hahah but its just wat i had in mind , nothing to write blubbering on ....on on on on.

WOMAN ARE HORRIBLE AND MAN ARE INCORRIGIBLE.

and i'm just terrible... hahahhahaha..... somebody slap me....

KUDOS TO whoever u are

2004-10-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

NORMALLY.....

its erm 1++am on a sat nite..

noramlly i shld be sleeping by than but i also duno wat to write.
Today wasted my day watching tv..... after which went to sch for make up lesson... came home saw Spore idols.... wah CMI... i think guys CMI ... the gurls were better... My god... ahha .
The lesson was ok... went there half awake.... came out fully asleep.. Bonkers sial..

GO get a life lah.... bastard

2004-10-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

YOU've hung up your cape and no one can be like you.. but you'll always be the Man that protects Humanity... you are SUPERMAN

2004-10-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

Christopher Reeves you will be missed.....

2004-10-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahahah """ blabbering nonsense at 12mid nite..091004

was sitting down looking at the window when a face flash across my mind ..
i could not remember her name but that she acted in kid central NO not a kid... and that she won the national youth award.... Gold i think... so log on did some detective skills.... but elementary not that good so .. log off went bathing went suddenly her name flashed across my mind like " BAMP !! " log on again look for her name... Shit dunoe her sure name.. ... never mind just search luckily the scope was quite small and I FInaLLY FOUND her ........ natalie morris..

a gal who've achieved much i must say and will continue doing so in the future.... well she currently studying law in cambridge UK.... WOW!!!!!!!!!!! she's short hair... (go read my profile) personally i think shes pretty.. oh well best of luck to her...... OH WELL ............ so far away she is.......... haha

think i must be acting up again.. better go take pills.... oh and singapore weather turning hot sial......

20岁的剑桥大学法律系学生玉琳(Natalie Morris)多才多艺，品学兼优，热爱戏剧和踢踏舞。她平时积极参与社区服务，青年发展和环保活动，同时代表我国参与国际辩论比赛及出席在摩洛哥等地举行的国际青年领袖大会。结果，她从约700名青年成就奖金牌得主中脱颖而出，获得汇丰银行拨给全国青年成就理事会的10万元杰出青年基金中的1万元，作为大学毕业后继续深造或主办社区活动的经费。
　　玉琳是公共服务委员会海外优异奖学金得主。她表示，离她完成学业还有三年的时间，因此目前还没决定如何利用这笔钱。不过，她会观察以后的发展，日后与汇丰银行和青年成就理事会商量如何善用这笔款项，回馈社会。
http://youth.zaobao.com/pages1/people300704.html

take care..... bye ........

2004-10-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

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Schizoid		62%
Schizotypal		70%
Antisocial		42%
Borderline		30%
Histrionic		50%
Narcissistic		34%
Avoidant		50%
Dependent		46%
Obsessive-Compulsive		54%

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2004-10-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

The skill of Lightning slash.... whose the real owner

TAI-ang-do VS CHi-na DO ... Orchid-licker ?

Amist the tai-ang-do and Chi-na-do street fightING... it seems that the little action by the little known skill size of a OoO seems to have generated "certain" action by the Tai-ang-do that produces nice food and programs that MY pi sai country enjoys . Well i guess the small amount of Them enjoys bbq or 7th month.... or something lah used , used up all they're bbq material that the Orchid-licker's secret manual which WE stand praying and chanting to every morning in my pri and sec sch days and another LONG DAYS was used to "supplement" them for their habits or watever lah.. . WAS the nature of Orchid-licker skill that powerful to caused some TAI-ANG-DO practioner to start bbq ? Orchid-licker,Tai-ang-do and Chi-na-do are frens at least from MY licking side.... but the distruption in learning to mould the QI attain by learning tai-ang-do and chi-na-do seems to cause a big distruption in the force as sensed by Yodas around the world.. .

I guess the sensitivity btw has risen tai-ang-do and Chi-na-do , ever since the action to bring tai-ang-do and chi-na-do together to form TAI-CHI .

Tracing back a skilled learner in Orchid-licking visited Another skiled learner of Tai-ang-do INFORMALLY ... however that seems to have been another painful episode...... as well.....

IF i recall the ART OF WAR correctly or my own decIpher : "THE CLASHING OF TWO STONES WILL ONLY START A FIRE FOR THE THIRD STONE TO ENJOY ITS MEAL" .

Seems that Orchid-lickers are not the 3rd stone but rather people who beats ard the XXXX
seems that they may provide leaves for Tai-ang-do to bring up their skill to another level to pit agains Chi-na-do .

ORchid-licker size of OoO ? Iknow not the size of the heart but the greatness off the lungs that sucks air out of the
BRAIN.
Who will win ? A 100 waiting years to answer as they say will wait.

Orchid-licker... lets just enjoy the orchid lor... its still beautiful now matter wat happens.

2004-09-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 60%Visual : 40%Left : 56%Right : 43%

WEIYANG, you are mildly left-hemisphere dominant while showing a slight preference for auditory processing. This overall combination seems to indicate a well-working blend of logic and judgment and organization, with sufficient intuition, perception and creativity to balance that dominance.
You will at times experience conflict between how you feel and what you think which will generally be resolved in favor of what you think. You will find yourself interested in the practical applications of whatever material you have learned or whatever situation you face and will retain the ability to refine whatever knowledge you possess or aspects of whatever position you are in.
By and large, you will orient yourself toward intellectual activities and structure. Though not rigid, you will schedule yourself, plan, and focus on routine and continuity of operations, rather than on changes and disruptions
When changes or disruptions occur, you are likely to consider first how to ensure that such disruptions do The same balance is reflected in your sensory preference. You will tend to be reflective and measured in your interaction style. For the most part, you will be considered objective without being cold and goal-oriented while retaining the capacity to listen to others.
Preferentially you learn by listening and maintaining significant internal dialogues with yourself. Nevertheless, you have sufficient visualization capabilities to benefit from using graphs, charts, doodles, or even body movement to enhance your comprehension and memory.
To the extent that you are even implicitly aware of your hemispheric dominance and sensory style, you will feel most comfortable in those arenas which emphasize verbal skills and logic. Teaching, law, and science are those that stand out among the professions, along with technical sales and management.

2004-09-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

Gaara.... Love

2004-08-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

30th Aug 2004....

NO results...

As I'm sitting here thinking of wat i wanted to write.... i suddenly didn't know my purpose of writing... my purpose of existence.

THings happened : grand-mah hospitalised
Special friend getting married.

Everything i write will be about me..

Grand-ma hospitalised :::::

Got to know of it just in the evening.. so well pretty taken aback... well she's old and cant walk..
a sudden bout of guilt rushed in .. I'm guilty of not visiting her nor my other grand-ma. I'm not fillial to my mom , dad or good to my sister... i'm a sinner .

I never realise how much i might treasure anyone until the thought of them leaving me comes to mind..
guessed i've been occupied by my own self that i've ignored the rest of the Important ones ... or maybe its just my life.. BOH CHAP.......... just boh chap..

Special friend getting married ::::::::::::::::::

Another injection to my emotions.... my special friend A getting married... WOW i was really taken aback , met up with her just now... somehow b4 i actually saw her i had a feeling that she was telling that she was getting married.... I dun't know how it happens but it happens.. even back when i just knew her . During my JC days... i can say shes the only person i really like and well till know the only person i can relate to.... many a times we feel the same and think the same.... its just like we're one soul... we're also kinda fated and well we're born on the same day and year. Yes i like her , liked to be exact..now that she is to be married.. its still like but argh.. can't explain.... from what i've heard the other half is a great person so i'm happy for her....
probably i'm just feeling i'm loosing part of me..... over the years we've drifted in our own ways and shes definately more mature than me though she still has the child likeness in her... to me shes always special.. no matter what...

Such sudden bout does effect me.... making me realise my worthlessness , my stupidity , my incapability , my loneliness , my kor song achievement... my NOTHING....

They say people of the same kind tends to become close friend... my friends are more serious people.... why i'm I such a let down ?..... always goofing around? CAN't my seriousness take over my goofiness....

I'm definately estactic that A is getting married ......... but part of me still in shock i think.............................................

guess i'm still an island...

I have to be more mature and find a ship to dock on my island...

She'll still be special .. hope granny recovers .... hope I grow up and handle my future .
HOpe i realise my Worth...

HOPE that hope comes to me..................

bye bye..............................

2004-08-30T09:03:00.000+08:00

SAGGI me)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Sagittarius is the clown and truth-speaker of the Zodiac. He feels imbued with the wisdom and knowledge of the ages, yet constantly searches for more. His bow, ever aimed toward some lofty goal, is drawn precisely and with good intentions.
The Sagittarius bounds through life with the confidence and optimism of one who is blessed. There is no possibility of failure, because Sagittarius knows there is a good and just reason for everything that happens in life. The Sagittarius may seem naive - unable to perceive wrongdoing in himself or others. He possesses an innocence of spirit that allows him to see through the evils and into the goodness in the hearts of everyone. He is friend to all, lover of animals and children. To the Sag, all creatures possess the utmost goodness and beauty, and thus are worthy of his earnest appreciation.
The Sagittarius will travel far and wide in search of more knowledge about his world. He loves to learn, teach, expand and find truth - thus his interest in philosophy, religion and other cultures. He moves quickly and independently as he is so sure of his own choices, which are always pure, honest and well-meaning.
Sagittarius thrives on action, motion, knowledge, progress and spirituality. He is known to be athletic, and sometimes clumsy - occasionally tripping over his feet, or tongue. Always looking ahead, he can tap into the future. He seems to know instinctively what's coming up next....

FAMOUS SAGITTARIUS GUYS
Harpo Marx, Jimi Hendrix, Steven Spielberg, Woody Allen, Billy Idol, Charles Schultz, Winston Churchill, Jeff Bridges, Frank Sinatra, Greg Allman, Dick Clark, Jakob Dylan, Joe DiMaggio, telekenetic - Uri Geller

COMPATIBLE SIGNS (female): LEO ARIES Libra Aquarius
OPPOSITE SIGN: Gemini
RULING HOUSE: 9

MOON in SAGITTARIUS (also Moon in ninth house)
Moon in Sagittarius is very honest with his feelings. He is wise and philosophical in emotional situations. He treats others with respect, kindness and a sense of humor. He believes in telling it like it is, even if the truth hurts. Sagittarius Moon needs for others to be honest with him as well. He is deeply wounded by deception. He has a talent for teaching others, and is an avid learner. Every emotional challenge is an opportunity for him to learn, and to help others with the knowledge he has gained.
SAGITTARIUS RISING (also Jupiter rising)
Sagittarius Rising sees the world in a very happy and optimistic light. He offers a joyful, fun loving, sunny, face to the world. On first meeting he is likely to say or do something comical to make you smile. He may remark on some truthful observation he has made about you, possibly hurting your feelings - but he always means well. Sagittarius Rising dreams of travel and adventure, and believes that everyone should follow his dream. Freedom, expansion and education are important to him. He may seem wise beyond his years.
Sagittarius Rising is here to cheer and inspire, and to speak the truth.
John Glenn, Jimi Hendrix

November - Topaz or Smoky Quartz
December - Turquoise or Blue Zircon
Lucky stones in pink, Planetary in italic
Topaz, Lapis, Azurite, Fire Opal, Pearl, Jacinth, Herkimer Diamond, Ruby, Turquoise, Smoky Quartz, Chalcedony, Obsidian, Copper, Labradorite, Peridot, Iolite

scents
Lemon Balm, Bergamot, Lign-aloes, Calendula, Clove, Nutmeg, Saffron, Rosemary, Hyssop

Archetypal Images, Tarot, Plants, Gods/Goddesses, COLOR
Centaur, Horse or Zebra, Arrow, Temperance (Tarot), Rush, Jupiter, Chiron - the Centaur, Nepthys, BLUE

2004-08-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

title : PROVOCATIVE ART...

IF anyone who passes or visits my blog well happens to be able to accept provocative stuff ....

http://www.pileup.com/babyart/_top.htm <<<< go there... well i'm not crazy or anything ... its only art.

2004-08-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

my faverite car , nothing else.... Dodge Viper
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-08-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

TOday >23rd Aug 2004... (was in sydney) last week as ya can see in the pics haha

The was abit hasty.... haah knew of it in the last minute... . On the way to Sydney i was a bit apprehansive, shadows of 9-11 still loooming some where in my mind.... OK i was a bit scared lah haha..... hmmm BUT I enjoyed the trip to sydney though.... realise the night sky was so beautiful up so high.. the stars were like Diamonds in the sky... sparkling so beautiful.... wah almost erm Drool on the side windows when the rest were doozzzing away.... Well the flight was a good 9 hr flight.. leh... haha... but i couldn't sleep cos was watching the movies on the flight hahah Kinda boh liao rite hha.... when i reached Sydney it was a good 8 DEGREE sial.... when THE wind blow i was thinking )) Fook!!! so cold sial later i freeze how.... CMI....

After reaching the service aparment ( never stay hotel) which was good got kitchen and nice toilet and view of the place... but i sleep in the living room cos only 1 bedroom for parents..haha... the only downside everymorning i have to dig my nose clean cos erm place to dry liao COS COLD MAH and well things get stuck easily haha...my face dry up cos drying my the weather... well i rained alot ... My dad who lives in Sydney said our family brought the rain there ...hahaha saying there it rarely rains in Sydney haha.. well we went to his place for dinner... OH Mr Bazos( dad's fren's name , greek) nice man... Beautiful home... GOT DIGITAL TV SIAL..... introduced us his family and Cat... haha nice fur... anyway Ang moh Dinner are nice pass food here and there... chat .. drink tea..( nice) . Back to home(apartment) .. next day went walk ard... Chinatown WOOWOW..... feels at home... nice place... see lotsa black hair.. the CHina gal pretty too... dunno wat happen to singapore china gal... HAIZ..... anyway.. yup girls viewing part and parcel...OH!! a china gal that work at a internet cafe which i visited was cute got nice smile too.... heart melted .)))))))))) later went Sydney centre... billabong all that.... i din think their design were as good as spore though.. and the stuffs in Sydney very EX.... so din end up buying stuff... well visited.. MANLY ... Got lotsa jap ppl there guess must be the surfing ground that attracts erm... and well to the mall as well...

The food there EX but large Proportion and the fries thicker than MOS burgers... which i think a certain FREN of mine will enjoy ( goon dool ) .... ehehhe oh WENT SYDNEY FISH MARKET... okok i dun eat fish that are cooked... ahha but i like seafood mah haha so well ate lobster , raw oyster , calamari , shashimi ,fries and ETC ETC at fish market .... wow for ard $60 ++ which is cheap compare to eating in Spore hahaha...... I also exercise there ok my mouth lor.... hahah went blue mountain as well... FREAKING 4 DEG there KNN though was going to be very cold but well it was but not as cold as wat i tot.... aahha... Anyway the guide really can tolk as the driver drove he speak and speak ans speak for a freaking 3hrs++ to all of us who mostly went to sleep wah ..... Blue mountain was nice.... saw a Rainbow there ( see my pic can see ?)
visited one army fren there as well... erm made him walk 30min cos i got the st i was on wrong haha anyway was good to see him and tolk cork hahaa....... JASPER thanx for taking me ard..

Well trip ended on 21st aug 2004 so came home , OH we bought seafood back !!!! haah was busy slurping down the raw oysters down hahahah aphrodisiac sial hahahha... NICE and PRAWNS wah heavenly sial haahah .... ok lah any way enjoyed the trip hahah at least so long can get out of Spore haahha.... total things bought for the trip )) slippers, pants, FHM (BRITISH VERSION) , TONY PARSON'S FAMILY WAY.. and haa not much clothes cos no money hah..... the giodano pants was $40 after 50% discount leh can ya imagaine the price of stuff over there.... aiyo hahha... but well school starts ahha oh gettng results soon..... wah must go pray liao.... face the west , pray to cross , visit www.guan-ying-ma .com , eat vegetable ...ETC ETC get the idea ? haha

ok ok take care....

2004-08-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

sydney opera map....

2004-08-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

THREE SISTER AND A LIITTLE rainbow ...

2004-08-23T17:35:00.000+08:00

sydney opera map....

2004-08-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

blue Mountain

2004-08-23T17:24:00.000+08:00

food GLORIOUS FOOD at SYDNEY fish market.... MY 2nd fave place other than Chinatown..

2004-08-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

stupid KOALA show me the butt @$!@#

2004-08-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

sydney opera !!! i take one leh haha

2004-08-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

van helsing wanna be >>

2004-08-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

1st july 04 ,

sch's starting tml , its drizzling now.. wonderful weather ..sitting by the window... gazing at the empty streets....reading other's blog as well... feeling ? Not to sure.... maybe its the atmostphere . Everyone's blog is like a story as well as a chapter to other's story... hmmm so its like a never-ending story... save me money from buying books ... over the weeks have made new frens seem like a new chapter ~~ the passing of one signals the coming of another~~ IF i pass i'll be year 2 if not..... i'll just be myself. There isn't a minute that i've not though about my grades , my future , my family , my family , myself and life.

Its so comfortable now able to sit by the window enjoying my cup of warm coco...
but i like autumn... they say the season describes a character of a person... maybe i'm born such an irony.. i never really knew what i like or should i be asking what i deserve ? Guess probably have to learn it through the bumpy road... most of the time i leave my brain oneside and does things, dump ? maybe but somethings the brain is useless... hmmm my 22yrs of big mystery.

keane : But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same You're gone from here And soon you will disappear.

For now i dont know where's the right path.... <>

2004-07-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

Bizzare love triangle...................................

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say .

2004-07-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

the beggining of Knights
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-23T20:57:00.001+08:00

Autobots & Knights
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Lycans & Knights
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

IT 23RD july... 2ND DAY AFTER me orientation camp as can see from below haha,,, WE'RE KNIGHTS !!!
OK, we din everything but well they've tried their best .... hahah

hmm LE BON EN MAUVIA >> O1--

well woke up 6++am when i slept at 2++am haha little sleep but ok.... went to harbour front to makan as well as buy makan for the rest... ha very excited about meeting me freshies though i called many of them over the phone but its just like voice , image and anticipation of erm was over whelming.... but i've learnt to not have any standards about them because there shouldn't be haha.... so ard 9++am i saw erm liao hmm ok not bad.... haha i dunnoe them lah but its great being a " guardian" to the freshies haha..... but i hope they accept me as well as dean..

okok... conclusion for the >>> THEY'RE alomost like entes but more reserve... guess it happens
                                                     cos they hardly know each other that well..... Maybe is just dean &
                                                     myself not being good ogl

LE BON EN MAUVIA <<< 02

SLEPT ard 4am for the treasure hut the previous day....hahah today was better !!!! the grp after some pet tolk or some magic they glued together haha but it was great cos THEY WON THE TUG OF WAR represnting the >> good side over the evil side HOHOHO!!! JOYOUS OCCASION.... but shit i promise erm ice cream treat.... damn... but its ok lah since they won and mostly they enjoyed !!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS !!!!

CONCLUSION/\/\/\\/\/\//\/\ ; they've definately become knights..... like from different
                                                              blocks of life they come together to accomplish their mission
                                                              today they beat the best to be the best.... i feel proud of
                                                              them

LE BON EN MAUVIA ~~~~~~ 03 <> today is end .... woke up after 2++ hr sleep so makan makan.... cheering , present flag.... malu.. pole dance ... and sp dance with dean infront of the whole camp ..... shit.... never mind lah.... GU GU JI PAI..... hope it was forgotten...

conclusion]]]]]]]] THERE'S NO RIGHT OR WRONG IN THIS WORLD . THERE'S ONLY FUN
                                & BORING...... IT DOESN'T MATTER THEY WIN OR LOSE AS LONG AS
                                THEY ENJOY THEMSELVES....

they remind me of myself.... feeling nostalgic sial......

I'll never forget about ENTES cause the base of me in sim is the root of my OG .... entes...never will we fall...
knights.... a new beginning for others

2004-07-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

we're knights in shiny armour and no one can break us apart !!!!!!!!!
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

this is KNIGHTS AGAIN.... WITH erm me < white left > and me fellow OGL >>>DEAN
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

yeah this KNIGHTS !!!!!!!!!
KNIGHTS !!!

2004-07-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

hi hi TODAY is 12july04.. just finished work . hmmm things been going smoothly for me.... felt that i've changed in a way...after my episode with dengue fever which rendered me useless for ONE WHOLE WEEK !!! Phew glad that was over took a jab at the butt... hahaha.. couple of blood test ... LOST AT LEAST 7KG AND SLEPT AT LEAST 22 HRS a day .... and would wanna faint within 10 mins of standing up.... so din bath for 4 days haahahha.... but well its over liao... during the dengue episode did some thinkings about " stuffs " so hopefully its straighten out naturally haha...

WEll as i got better i went ard walking ... alone... haha than wanted to catch SPIDER-MAN 2 but sis was not interested cos SHE ALSO KANNA DENGUE !!! hahahhahh TOLK ABT MOSQUITO SYMPHONY... haha well glad my mom was FITTEST to take care of us... hahaha or else my puny life would have been at the mercy of the BITCH MOSQUITO THAT KISSED us..
OH only female mosquito suck blood AHAHHA how true is nature is to human hahaha ( erm NO REFERENCE TO ANY ONE ) hahah i'm a sexist...kekekekkek ok ok anyway abt the spider-man 2 ...well i went to watch it alone .. haha its nice to watch movies alone.. haah except for the stupid giggles of the JC students lah.. I watch at JURONG point so which JC neaerest ya know lah... haha OoOoopPppPpSsSsSs.....
hmmmm i actually had waters in my eyes when i watch spidy save peepzz in the " MRT " so sad and esp when a man said : " his as young as my son " and mostly because spidy could not be openly appreciated .... but mostly because peter could not have things the way he wanted but could only watch them slipped pass his hands.....mainly mary jane. How true it is to life to let things go...

guess i just like to see sad cases doing amazing stuff... ahah but than it goes to show that nothing is impossible or rather impossible is nothing... ...

guess i've sub-conciously decided not to be a pessimist, procrastinist (if there such a word)and BE A POSITIVE PERSON... so if i got wings i can watch over YA haha.... (wannabe)
kekekeke......

ok ok take care sweet dreams.... hahahha

2004-07-12T14:38:00.000+08:00

W	Warm
E	Exquisite
I	Inspirational
Y	Yummy
A	Appealing
N	Neat
G	Good

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

2004-06-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
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2004-06-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm working these past few days... walk here and there , disturb lil kids mainly girls... aha WAT's new rite... haah but no phedophile i am .. so won't get cane... hah

noting much to blog as well cos no OUTING but prob more in the 3rd week of this month cause more free... hahaahha and still got to choose next years subject.. ARGH.. feeling some pain in me nose.. shall put me finger in to explore.. HmMmmMmMMMmMmM.. RATHER moist.. anyway shall go wash it...

EYELASHES : its the thing that protects me from the ugly things in life and protecting
the window to me soul haha... letting me see all things big and small
regardless the greatness..

haha.... take care...

2004-05-30T02:08:00.000+08:00

it 30 may 2004 , as i'm writing this thoughts of my would be future flashes across my sleepy head , well everyone's got their reservations about their future such as what i wanna be , how i wanna be , who i wanna be . I guess its always in my mind cause i know what i dun want to become but i don't know what i want to be , insecurities is a big part of me which i think embodies most of me ....... worrying this and that this and that but its exactly the self worry that inhibits me from doing what i want and like..... to do . well for one i dun wanna waste my time sitting at some lounge smoking my time away ogling at gals or even trying to pick erm up , noT much of a game player am i ? prob . But i think its well just my low self esteem or somthing .. though i always tolk nonsense and stupid stuff making myseelf dump and resulting in people treating me not seriously ( which i cannot blame anyone except myself and i also dun want ) i guess my life greatest regrets is not doing things that i thought would be fun .

nothing in this world is anyone's fault one self.....

hhahhahaaahhahahahaha

2004-05-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

its 25th may... on 2035 pm... on 2004.

I'VE FINISH my last paper should be enjoying myself but i'm sick hahahh wat a bummmer........ but today was good the qns were alrite... NO i'm not saying i'll like score or anything but i hope at least i can pass..... i guess i've been praying very hard since the start of my exams.... i guess prayers do work . GUESS SOMEONE UP THERE HELPED ME........ I appreciate that......... anyway now that its over for the year........ i hope the coming holidays is good and i'll choose the best course for myself

2004-05-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

HEllo deary blog been missing ya alot lately.... its may 15th 2004 on a peaceful saturday evening with me , myself and I... been really mugging for me finals which leaves only my banking paper . Yesterday was socio.... really screw up.... was it me or was it just the paper.... sometimes i just wish its just the paper.... if only i could comfort myself like how i try to with others... Its not easy being a good fren to ownself. Its like having two entity in a shell... but neverthereless its still myself . Erm kinda corny i guess . Its just great that exams is coming to and end when all the rest are having the hell of their time argh... but i guess everyone's got their turn. In view of this i guess the best summary of my past few weeks have been monotonous, not been hanging out with my very dear frens for quiet some time needs lotsa catching up to do .... but i guess its the distance thats makes one realise how much others are beiing missed. The weather hasn't been any merciless as well.... been pretty hot and stuffy , thank goddness i cramp myself in sweet air conditioned library... studying *+__@* .
But its going to be over soon at least for a few months ahhaahahhaha... the pain of a student but looking on the bright side i'm not working my arse off in shirts and tie YET.. but everyones got their chance sooner or later.... actually i'm kinda missing my army mates .... if ya'll reading this ... NO I'M NOT GAY .. just the hanging out feeling careless hahahhah. why ? because sometimes feelings dont change so fast if its there for a while it'll just linger there or at least i'll be standing at where i can take myself to the nearest to......

*the end * for now~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :)

2004-04-21T08:22:00.000+08:00

hhhmmmmmmm my fart smells like methane gas ALOT ! <~~~~~~~~~~~~ dun ya dare light ya fire near my ass !!! hmmm sounds nice cos i might BLOW !!!

2004-04-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

You're a Dope BF!
You won't be without a girlfriend for long (unless you choose to be,) cuz you are perfect. You always know the right thing to say without being a totally sappy loser and your girl appreciates it. Your the guy every girl dreams about, but you don't let that get to your head. Stick to your current dating game plan and you'll always manage to get the girl.

2004-04-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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2004-04-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... its 7th april 04 .. just came back from my night lesson... was alright .. pretty nice lect ,tutor was extremely good..... prob benefitted cos his erm... alive even with such erm.... sleepy subject ... so admist of my dawning exam... i've gotta keep myself fit and alive to well do it... i wanna do well in it .. COS WHO DOESN'T esp when its like 3 yrs later i prob be jobless ahha.. so its kinda inpt to stand out... but sometimes ya really wonder if things are wat ya want....?
Moving ON a certain someone i know said : " If all is changing , we know nothing ! " well go ponder over it... hahah ..
recently been feeling relatively fine...... not much time to think about negative stuff which i shldn't hahahaha being the moody self again... and i represent angst.... ahha.... so its just me to be moody ..... OH well .. god just made me this way or rather the place i live in.... or society ahhah..... shit going ga ga liao........ hahaha

sOMEtimes i really wished i was never born !!!! so there wasn't a me to begin with ...... but than i won't wanna hear "them" tell me i was a mistake... hhaha FOOLSSSS ....... argh...just lamenting.......

anyway TAIWAN IS REALLY in the news nowadays... hahaha WE all know why an all those ppl rioting and demostrating... hahaha...wat a waste of energy.... do something effective lah.... if ya really dun like certain someone "DO AWAY" WITH them lah... or replace erm yourself..... lah..... just feels wasteful to me that ppl are using their time to "cry father cry mother " << hokkien>> over such stuff and ruining their lives by not eating .... wat a stupid thing to do when TAIWAN got so much good food..... ooopppss revealing my ermmmm....... haa . TAIWAN'S a funny country ah.... even a nun can be on television tolk show ......

was thinking why i'm single thru this 22 yrs and a few months of my life..... i guess its either " no balls" or didn't feel the need to since i've got so many good frens or i'm just an island.

hmmm i've never really been able to put my finger down on the reason i guess its a little of each.... ahha WAT THE HELL ...... i guess its just the way i'm brought... loner kinda of person though i guess deep inside this emptiness i think i really yearn for someone to be concern with me beside my folks or reklatives..... do you call that despo ? i dun think so since i dun go ard : " heh , my name is XXXX , can i have ya XXXX and XXXXX and XXXX . here's my XXXXX and XXXXX . i'm single !!! maybe ya wanna come out some day !! it'll be fun !!! " I'M SORRY !!! I'M JUST NOT THAT HAHAHA .............. NO NO i dun put on airs.... at least i dun think i do .... but i need warming up to when it comes to making frens so sometimes get labelled .. anti-social but than again i'm an island ........ how contradictory ah....... i'm killing myself over here......

haahha i guess no one will ever reallly understand me...... what i like ...... who i like cos i dun even know ..
LOSER rite.......... cos i can seem to get my directions rite...... hmmmm prob need to learn how to read the compass again..... !!!!!!!

GOD send me a sign......... erm come on lah i not christian also can one mah.... friend friend....

since there's no good or bad only fun or boring............

me i'm just floating.......

take care .............i miss the bird that carried me ard when i was still not physical..... haha

GODSPEED.............

2004-03-27T02:04:00.000+08:00

you can't see me because i'm always by your side...... your eyes were never on me.....

2004-03-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

HMMMM life's like a box of chocolate ya never know wat ya gonna get..... : forrest gump

i still remember that line cos its true to many things that happens...... haha things come and go away so fast sometimes when ya're not looking for it , it just comes to ya ........ haha life is so unpredictable...... would it be better to know wat might happen rather than just walk down the road taking in wat ever comes ?

there's no right or wrong , there's only fun and boring : from the movie ----- "HACKER"

dun think lots off people know this film..... buts its kinda a great show to me during my erm... younger days........ ahhaha hmmm during my blading days me and my frens used to dig this show....... hmmm watch it a kazillion times haha wonderful show by johnny lee miller and that plump angelina jolie back than i only remember her pouty lips........ hahaha ...... and the part kissing in the pool and the hackers united to kill a virus........ that was planted for money........ haha

its like using negative energy for positive usage .......... erm WAT THE HELL am i tolking abt ....... i also not sure.......... kinda feeling cranky now...... hahahha having PMS maybe ah........... ARGHHHH shit its leaking hahahh jsut kidding helloe i'm a guy ............

darn......... identity crisis? erm no lah hahahha

2004-03-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

You are a moon shadow. With the moon as your source
you are a being of great mystery. Constantly
drifting, you descend into darkness to conceal
your brokenness. You have come to believe that
you are the only one you can rely upon for
constancy and safety that you need. But those
who know how to see you find enchanting beauty
in your wistfulness and fragility. It is to
them that you should flee, for their arms are
an open haven where your true light can finally
thrive..(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for
freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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2004-03-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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2004-03-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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2004-02-28T13:02:00.000+08:00

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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2004-02-28T12:57:00.001+08:00

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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2004-02-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

you are [nandaba naota]. mostly thought of as
apathetic, you care only for those extremely
close to you. you can act quite strange at
times.

Which FLCL Character Are You?
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2004-02-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

Shuichi! La Li Ho!

What Gravitation Chracter are you like?
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